What ?(ON HOLD)

Damn

Nicole sat across from Jasmine in shock. The Jasmine she knew never payed attention to anything but work. Now the Jasmine that she sees is a newly wed and five months pregnant.

Nicole what's going on? Well everything was good until me and Chris settled things. Now i don't know who it is that I want. Jasmine lifted her hand for Nicole to stop talking.

Sweetie listen you should have figured out what you wanted when you signed those papers. if signing those papers wasnt what you really wanted to do, then there should be no remorse. He can't always come to your aid when you look for love in all the wrong places. And I hate to offend you but hun you look for love that you think Chris doesn't offer when in truth he does. i mean honey have you noticed that no one has met Isaac until recently. so either you were sneaking around or you didn't know which way you really wanted to go.

Nicole looked at Jasmine sideways an began to push herself from the table. Jasmine shrugged her shoulders. Nicole if you ask for my advice you can't get mad. Nicole turned her body towards Jasmine. Oh but I surely can take it or leave it and I choose to leave it. I asked for your advice i didn't ask for you to judge me! Thanks for trying to be a friend but I think your hormones from your pregnancy is kicking in ! Damn Jasmine try to be on peoples level. I make my own damn decision, but it doesn't hurt to ask some one who is like a sister to you for help.

Nicole entered her car sat and thought. she continued and wondered what her next move should be. she decided on calling her mom.

"Hey honey how is everything.

Mom I need your opinion on something.

"Oh is it about Chris and Isaac. Honey you should have called way sooner. "

Nicole sighed in defeat. Mommy I'm beginning to have second thoughts on my decisions.

"Honey I'm going to set it to you straight this way okay so listen closely."

Nicole nodded her head mumbling an okay.

whatever it was that her mom said she knew that she would be right.

"When you find yourself deep in love you will do whatever it is to keep it hanging. Love is something that uproars our spirit. Baby girl love is not something you can just jump in. It takes so much patience and time. love is a stepping stone ,you have to take it one step at a time. what I'm trying to say honey is that find out what your heart is saying because if you love him then so will your heart. If in doubt ask the Lord cause I can only give you advice but he can show you. That's the wonderful thing about God he tends to show us things that we feel we don't want to see. You have to understand we do things on Gods time not on ours you might drift from him but he will always be there with open arms."

Nicole sat and thought of all that her mom had said. She suddenly smiled and thanked her mom for the advice.

She drove herself to Victoria secret to get a few perfumes and some new lingerie. Tonight was the bridal shower but in her heart she felt it was just something she needed to do. She couldn't keep her mind from those juicy sweet thoughts. She bit her lip at the thoughts of just putting her. the voice of the cashier braking her thoughts. "Ma'm is everything okay?" Oh yes I'm sorry , Nicole handed her Isaac black card. " alright you have a good day now.". Same to you sweetheart thank you." what if I could just get his hands too. Nicole closed her eyes as if picturing what. Again some one else interrupting her thoughts. "Damn Can you watch where your. His words being cut off as he looked into her eyes. I apologize I'm just not having the best day, here let me help you get up your stuff. Nicole stood rock still like lightning had just struck her. Nicole lips parted as she noticed her stance she soon loosened up as she noticed the unfamiliar man beginning to stand up. she put on the most sincere smile that she could, knowing that all she wanted to do was laugh. Watching some one , especially a man picking up your lingerie is hilarious. she thanked the stranger and walked away letting him get a quick glance of her body. She looked through her bag to make sure she had everything. with that being the case she allowed her mind to drift right back to her dirty thoughts of his muscular hands gripping any and every part of her body. Him putting his mouth on her tender. Her phone began to buzz, she let out a long drawn out sigh before answering. " Hey Baby what you doing?" Nothing thinking about you, knowing that she had just lied to him. " I miss you Nicole I can't wait to see you tomorrow. Nicole smiled at the compassion in his voice, I love you Isaac I'll call you in the morning I promise. he smiled through his phone offering his love and affection. "Okay good night baby you my world I'll talk to you in the morning as well."