Tea Thoughts

09

A lot has happened these past few weeks.

Scrolling Twitter, I found less memes, quotes or anything- I found griefs instead.

People around the world losing their loved one, parent, siblings, bestfriends. I know people are dying every second, but I never thought to be so present in the Timeline. My Twitter was filled with sadness and grief, lots of it.

Till I, felt the unspoken grief too although we are strangers of the Internet.

The once stood a tall building now became rubble, the last vlog of a someone who few days later he's gone, the faint smiles, the rushing white coats, the cries

I was in a great grief for 2 weeks, for something that happened far away from me, for something that I wasn't involved physically.

Not forgetting to mention about the global pandemic, cases are rising, confusing rules and regulations, and the doctors, nurses, frontliners.

I wish I'm old enough to be a volunteer. I don't care about the exams anymore, heck, I don't find myself remember what I learned 4 months ago for History

Then there comes online classes.

At first I was like 🌼🌼I maybe wont care abt my grades🌼🌼🌼 as a joke... but bro, I don't think it's a joke anymore

Im a sad bean, spilled too much here so bye beans