Tea Thoughts

08

it's been awhile since you passed.

there are days where I found myself thinking about you, went to your favourite spots, blanket, your bear - followed by the memories when you were so small.

I'm glad that we met, that I found you.

Did the box and the pink teddy somehow warms you?
Remember that I built a very high wall, just to became a rubble after that fat white cat tried to harm you?

Does were the good and bad days.

2020 bond us even more, we had our first raya together - which was the last one too.

I miss you so much. You were my first.

I used to hate seeing people posting about how they missed you, that they posted pictures, videos of you

Yet I was the one who took care of you when you were here.

But then I realised that, I was being selfish. You brought joy to my family and I. I refused to see from everyone's perspective yet I want them to see from mine.

I miss you.
You got lost thanks to me, who thought you would come back when it's passed 5

I vowed to not let myself go through this grief again dear my furrball