Phenomia

Time to go

"Stupid girl" she felt another shoe kick her arm very hard, she sat there in a corner screaming for help. "Stop screaming poseur" a boy said while kicking her again "enough boys, i  think she learned her lesson for today" Joey said with a big grin on his face. She watched the boys walk away, face wet from the fallen tears. How long do I have to live like this?

Shivering and in pain she got up, she was standing in the little room where all the cleaning stuff was kept. The boys had pulled her there by her hair and kicked her till her skin was covered in bruises, only because she accidentally touched one of the boys arm while walking out of the classroom. She didn't want to tell her parents that she was being bullied again, they would probably go to the teacher and he would give them detention again and than it would all start over again but much worse. Going to another school wasn't an option because the only other school that was "nearby" was 20 miles away, if she'd go there she would be more than 2 hours late everyday.

The bell rang, and she shocked by the sound of it, she didn't want to go to class, she was to afraid to leave the room and face anybody. She stayed in there till school was over and everyone had gone home, she stepped out, closing the door behind her. When she came into the great hall only a couple kids where still there, waiting for someone who had detention or just because they had to stay longer. She put on her jacket and walked to the bus station to wait for the next bus to come. "There she is!" she heard a girl's voice call out. She turned around and saw a couple kids walking her way, Alexandra and Joey where there to. This can't be happening "Hey April!" Did they seriously wait her up? "Where are you going little April??" Joey shouted when he saw April trying to walk away. They were now running towards her, she runned away as fast as she could. "Hey, she's trying to get away" "wait for us April" It was almost creepy, the shouting from the kids behind her, in someway riminded her of the weired voices she had heard yesterday. She shivered by the thought of it. At that moment she felt someone jump against her back and she fell, a heavy weight was pinning her to the cold ground. "Leave me alone!!" April shouted but a hand got put on her mouth to stop her from screaming, Warm tears rolled over her cold cheeks. "If I where you I would shut your mouth and do what I say" Joey stood infront of April looking down on her. She felt the person that was pinning her against the ground get up and pull her back up to her feet roughly. "So..." Joey said. She looked around, She was somewhere behind the schoolbuilding, No one was around except for the group of bullies. "Because you love reading so much, why don't you read this out loud for your friends?" he looked at her with a big smile full of hatred. Yea right, friends... He pulled a paper out of his pocket and held it in front of her, a couple girls started giggling. "Well, take it!" April just stood there, trilling on her feet. "If you're not reading it we're gonna rip your invisible fairy wings out like earlier" he said, the rest of the group was laughing and whispering things to eatch other. She was now shivering heavily and looking down to the bruises on her arms. "So are you gonna do it?" Alaxandra asked with some sort of sarcasm in her voice, like this was all a joke to her. "Take the damn paper and read!" Joey said annoyed, reluctantly she took the piece of paper with trilling hands. "Now read it!" Some boys had taken out there phone's to film or record what April was about to say. she started reading with trilling voice "He-hello everybody, my name is April the fairy queen, I'm very cool, cause i'm always reading. M-my.." she stopped for a second when she saw what was on the paper next "I'm not going to read that!" She said with a scared look in her eyes. "Yes you are, or do you want to get you're but kicked again?" Joey said. She wanted to escape, but everybody had formed a half circle around her so she had nowhere to go. "Pleas, just let me do something else than" she pleaded, but Joey gripped her by her arm and said: "stop with this nonsense and read the paper!" She nodded in fear, he let go of her arm and slowly she started reading again. "M-my parents a-are fools that they could get a kid l-like me on this world. I should be in a deep hole under the ground cause I love being surrounded by dirt, I'm stupid and I'm really proud of it, I'm going to fly away now, p.s I wish I was never born" she let the paper fall to the ground, and the tears streamed like waterfalls out of her eyes. "Alright guys, time to shank her bitch ass"

April came home, covered in dirt. Her pants where ripped apart and there where also holes in here t-shirt, her whole body was covered in bruises and wounds. Her long brown hair was a mess and her eyes looked defeated and hurt. Luckily no one was home yet, she walked up to her room and dropped herself on the bed. Nobody loves me, I'm not worth it anymore. She let another loading of tears fall out. She walked up to her mirror and looked herself in the eyes. It's time to go, her long lashes fell down over her big aqua- blue eyes. She took her little pocket knive from her desk and sat down on her bed. Slowly she made a little cut on her wrist and than another, and another. The last cut... this one was going to end her life for good. Before she did it, she took a little piece of paper and started writing down:

Dear mom and dad,
I love you both so much, but I can't do this anymore. I'm to depressed to live any longer. Pleas, tell Chelsea and Fay I love them and don't cry, I'm in a better place now, I'll never forget you
Love,
April. Xxx

She fold the paper in half and put it on her desk, she took her knife again and stared at the little cuts in her arm, the blood that was coming from them was making it's way down the rest of her wrist. She put her knife on the big vein on her wrist and took a deep breath. "Farewell..." she whispered, she was about to cut trough the vein. As the door got slammed open, "April stop!" there she stood, in a light blue dress and a dreadful look in her eyes. Chelsea...

Authors note
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Hey hey, How are you guys? here's another part for you, I really wanted to make this one longer because this would be the last part before April's gonna go to Phenomia. But it didn't turn out how I wanted to, oh well. I hope you've had a nice weekend so far, mine was OK. I've gotta go now, bye
Xoxo
Veerle