Goku x Reader - Suffering

Chapter 11 - Mind Control?

(y/n) POV

I watched as Black made his wish, horrified at what was happening. I sat up and was about to stand when it suddenly felt like someone was dragging a knife through my skull. I screamed a blood curdling scream and began to cry as I grabbed my head and thrashed from side to side. I saw red and blue spots before collapsing to the ground, conscious but the pain was too much to bear. I gasped in pain as another knife of pain raced through my head, my vision swirling.

As the pain flew to behind my eyes, I heard Black whisper in my ear, telling me to do something. "Come here (y/n) and give me a kiss." I try to fight it, but I feel my legs moving on their own.

I know i'm the one that moves them, but it seems my brain is too frazzled to listen to it's own self interest. I slowly let the connection grow stronger, allowing my body to go to Black because it was less painful that way. When I finally made it to him, I planted a kiss on Black's cheek, tears still falling freely down my face. I wanted to run away. I wanted to fight Black. But my body wasn't responding to me anymore. Black grinned when I kissed him before uttering the words I was hoping I would never have to follow through.

"Good girl (y/n), now I want you to kill these men. with an evil smile." My eyes widened as the whispers started again and I screamed in agony as the words felt like they were squeezing my brain. "No! I won't do it Black I won't- AAH!" I tried to force the whispers out but they were only digging closer to my soul.

I tried to fight it but it was no use. Before I understood what was happening, my arm had raised itself towards the three men that went through hell to get me, and fired a ki blast at them. Goku barely dodged in time, and when I looked up to meet his eyes, I knew I was smiling an evil smile. Every part of my body was coursing with adrenaline, fear reaching even the deepest crevices of my soul.

I kept trying to fight out the voice, but it only laughed at me. I wanted Goku to know I was trying to get back to him but with the voice in my head it seemed like an impossible task. Suddenly, my body lurched forward and I flew at Goku, my speed increasing to higher than it's ever been before. Just as my fist was about to collide, I pulled the punch stunning everyone including myself. I instead flew past him and hit the ground, falling to my knees. I was panting heavily from the inward battle.

"You can fight it (y/n)!" I heard Trunks call out. "Don't let Black have what he wants!" I let out another chilling scream and saw Trunks step forward to help me. "STAY BACK" I screeched, making everyone cover their ears. I made eye contact with Black and when he grinned at me, I knew I was slipping with my control. I lunged forward again, this time aiming for Trunks. I felt my fist connect with his face, and watched from inside my shell of a body as I pounded him into the ground, again and again. Vegeta soon jumped in and started flying towards me.

I readied myself before I heard the voice again. "Taunt the Prince of all Saiyan's (y/n), I know you want to." I bit my tongue and tried to force the words back at Black, but he pushed back harder. As I caught Vegeta's incoming fist, I kept smiling my demonic grin.

"Aw the Prince of all Saiyans has come to save his son. How touching." I watch in horror as my words cause Vegeta to slip into rage. I know he will kill me if I taunt him again so I try to hold in the displeasing thoughts, but the dragonball magic was too much.

I choked out another line. "I-I guess that makes you w-weak." Vegeta turns Super Saiyan Blue and flies towards me, screaming in rage.

I shriek as he punches me over and over again, a satisfied grin on his face. "I-AM-NOT-WEAK!" He yells in my face before he roundhouses me to my chest, and I scream in pain as I am launched into the ground. I open my eyes to see Vegeta already above me again and I just barely manage to roll to the side before he comes crashing into the Earth where I once was.