Undo my suffering || My Hero Academia

The Song

**TW- Well, many people who are uneducated don't see this song as a triggering thing, but there is mentions of the song through out the chapter. The song is : Her Last Words - Courtney Parker. I suggest for the people who do find the song triggering to leave this chapter and I will explain what happens in the next chapter, i promise.

And for the people who haven't listened to the song, i recommend you don't (Sorry but if you really want to I guess I can't stop you), and the thing mentioned are self harm and suicide**

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Bakugos Pov.-

I heard the first note to the song. I wanted it to be over with, but I was frozen in place.

ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀɴ ᴀᴠᴇʀᴀɢᴇ ɢɪʀʟ, sʜᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡᴏʀᴇ ᴀ sᴍɪʟᴇ. 

Well, i mostly smiled when  I was a kid or alone with someone I trusted...

sʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴄʜᴇᴇʀғᴜʟ ᴀɴ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ғᴏʀ ᴀ sʜᴏʀᴛ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ. ɴᴏᴡ sʜᴇ's ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ, ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴀʀᴇ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴄᴏʟᴅᴇʀ.

Tears were running down my face as I scared off into the sky, shaking.

ʟɪғᴇ's ɴᴏᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ sʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ, sʜᴇ ᴡɪsʜᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛᴏʟᴅ ʜᴇʀ. (I'm done using this don't for the song lyrics now it's too hard on my dumb tablet. The song lyrics will now be all capitalized)

-rest of song lyrics with some thoughts from bakugo- 

SHE TOLD YOU SHE WAS DOWN, YOU LET IT SLIP BY, SO FROM THEN ON SHE KEPT IT ON THE INSIDE.

I knew it was true.

SHE TOLD HERSELF SHE WAS ALRIGHT, BUT SHE WAS TELLING WHITE LIES. CAN'T YOU TELL? LOOK AT HER DULL EYES.

More tears were running down my face, and I couldn't stop them. I was still frozen... helpless...

SHE TRIED TO STOP HERSELF FROM CRYING ALMOST EVERY NIGHT, BUT SHE KNEW THERE WAS NO CHANCE OF FEELING ALRIGHT. 

I'm weak... I should be able to stop this from happening...

SUMMER CAME BY, ALL SHE WORE WERE LONG SLEEVES, BECAUSE THOSE CUTS ON HER WRISTS WERE BLEEDING THOUGH YOU SEE.

My fingers traced around my scars on my wrists...

Aizawas Pov.- (don't you guys worry, the song lyrics is coming back so things make sense)

I walked to the lunch room to see if Bakugo actually went to eat, but I did not see him.

Problem child number 2.

I asked his friends where he was, and they said he wanted to eat alone today on the roof.

Shit

I ran up to the roof and saw Bakugo crying, and I could faintly hear the music that was playing.

No... not that song...

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What will Aizawa doooo?!

Expect more song based chapters, 

It is late for me and you most likely, now sleep.

Please.

Fuck that go to sleep now. Its good for you. ✌😀