Is This Real Love, Or A Dream (An O2L Fan Fiction)

Chapter 24

(Picture of Connor's new house)

Yesterday Connor made his video. I had watched it, and I burst into tears. It just broke me.

I didn't get any sleep last night, after I watched it. Jc tried to comfort me, but I was just to upset.

I was downstairs eating breakfast, when Connor comes walking in.

"Hey Izzy... Are you okay? You look sad, and tired." Connor said.

I just looked up at him.

"Hmmm... Oh it's nothing. Are you hungry, I made breakfast?" I asked him.

He nodded his head and sat infront of me, on the counter.

I had made pancakes for breakfast.

Everyone comes walking into the kitchen, sitting at the counter, and waiting for their pancakes.

Jc walks around the counter, to me. He wraps his arms around my waist, and kisses me on the cheek. I smile at his adorableness.

"Good morning babe. So anything new happening?" Jc asks walking to his seat.

"Actually, I'm searching for my own place today." Connor says.

I started thinking, Sophia is home with Katie, the girls and I have been staying at the O2L house for awhile now. I really need to go home.

"That's really good. I'm actually really proud of you Con Con." Lauren says.

"Me too." Alyssa says, after Lauren.

They look at me, I don't know what to say so I just walk out of the kitchen. I'm still sad.

I really don't want Connor to leave us, O2L, or anything. I love him. I do, but as a brother. Just to think that he's leaving, breaks my heart.

I go to Jc's room, and into the bathroom. On my way in the bathroom, I grab my bag.

I pull out a box, and open. I pull out my razor.

I cut my arms 5 times on each side.

It was stress reliving. I slide down the wall, and just burst out in tears.

I was very emotional.

Before I knew it, Connor comes barging into the bathroom.

Once he sees my arms, he looks sick.

God I am so stupid, I should have locked the damn door.

"Oh my god, Isabella. What are you doing? I'm gonna call J..."

"Noo, don't." I just cried even more.

"Connor please don't leave. It won't be the same without you. Just please stay... Please." I cry out.

"Izzy, I can't. I need to leave, to get my life under control, and to find my innerself. I'll always be here for you, whether it's a break up, or a fight with Jc. But first I'll beat his ass." Connor says, making me stiff a laugh.

"See. But I have to, if you want you can come with me to look for a place. Okay?" He asks.

I know that what he's saying is all true. He needs his own space, and I'm gonna have to respect that.

"Yeah." I tell him.

"Okay, let's get you cleaned up. Then we'll go." Connor says, getting up to wet a wash cloth.

"Connor." I say his name.

"Hmmm." He says.

"Thank you." I tell him.

"For what?" He asks.

"Everything... For being like a brother to me, even though you don't have to." I tell him.

"I'm just doing my job, to keep you safe, and happy." He says, as he cleans my arms.

Once he's done, I give him a hug.

We walk downstairs, and everyone's playing Mario Kart. Topical.

"Hey guys, Izzy's gonna come with me, to look for a place. Is that okay with you, Jc?" Connor asks Jc.

"Yeah man. Why wouldn't it be?" Jc asks back.

"Okay, because so you don't get a bad impression, that I'm having sex or anything with your girlfriend." Connor says awkwardly.

"Hahaha, okay. But if you were I'd have to kick your ass." Jc says informing Connor.

"Okay this is awkward, can we please go now?" I say to Connor.

He shakes his head yes.

Finally.

I quickly give Jc a kiss on the lips, and say bye to everyone.

(Skip to being done with looking for a place)

We have looked at 3 places. Now was the hard part. To choose.

Me and Connor were discussing everything, when the house guide comes up to us.

"So have you young teen couple picked a place to buy, yet?" She asks us.

Me and Connor look at her and burst into laughter. Psssst, couple. As if.

"Is something funny?" She asks, again.

No, nothings funny at all, that's why we are laughing our asses off, in the middle of a house, right infront of you. I said to myself.

"Oh sorry, but we aren't a couple, we basically brother and sister. She actually has a boyfriend. She's just helping me out look for a place." Connor speaks up.

"Oh, I'm am so sorry. I just thought you two were together, I guess I had mistaken wrong." She apologizes.

"It's okay. Anyway we have came to the conclusion, that the 2nd house, is the one." Connor tells her.

I have to say the houses we checked out were all very pretty, but the 2nd house was just perfect. It was perfect for Connor.

I have a feeling, this won't be bad after all.

Hiiii, so I hope you liked this chapter. It was tough at first, but I got through it. So I'll be updating more. Yay!!!

Lots of love.
Isabella