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eleven.

"I don't know how to start because I'm afraid it might be the end of our good relationship or, if I'm lucky, it could be the realization of my dreams, which is for you to love me as I love you. I told myself I might as well take the risk because it's the only remedy I know of that could let me lose this feeling I've been keeping inside me all this time. I love you. I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you how much you mean to me. I hardly understand what I feel for you and don't know how these long, sleepless nights, thinking only of you, can go on. I've never felt like this before. I don't know how to pour out my feelings for you now. I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much I need you and love you, but words continue to elude me; what could they be? Something poetic? I'm sure it should be heartfelt and out of the ordinary. I'm afraid it's no use. Every time I look at you, the words come out the same--I love you!"

"Seolhee you, though I'll love a girl like you? I mean, look at you, you're not even pretty, you don't have a great body and, your fashion style is just terrible. Girls die to date me. I would never date a lowlife like you whose parents abuse her. I'd rather go and eat shit. Besides, I'm already in a relationship with Chaeyoung. She's pretty, slim, and tall unlike, you."

You threw the rose I got for you and stamped on it with your whole might. I stood frozen hearing your rejection.

You looked at me with a glare and left the place without saying anything further.

Tears finally fell. It hurts so much. I want to slap myself for confessing. Moreover, I hate myself for falling for a brute like you.

My knees gave up and, down and sobbed. After long 18 years, I found my worth. I was a pushover for falling in love with you.

I never cried like this when my parents hurt me.

After all, you were special to me.