The diary entries of a heartbroken woman

Diary entry 1863 May 25th

I can't take it this life everything is falling apart everyone is ignoring me because of him it's not like I'm there it's like I'm invisible I'm going insane my heart is pounding against my chest my hands are shaking I don't know what will happen next I feel like crying because I just can't take it anymore I want to die and just sleep forever until the world ends no one understands the pain Im constantly crying until I pass out it's like no one will save me from this nightmare I go through every day I'm tired of crying constantly in a bit I'm in visible to people my friends are not talking to me anymore, I don't want to get hurt anymore I always feel like I'm going to get sick I can't take it anymore I'm A pathetic weakling that no one will love no one would ever save me from then the pain the beating of my heart I just wish it would slow down until it stops but someone please save me from this hell I am and I just cannot take it anymore