After aprox 2 min. you hear Ethan calhling you and the rest of the band upstairs. You remembered that that's where you hid your blade. You mentally
Slapped yourself.
You didn't go upstairs. You were having a panic attack. The rest of the guys did go upstairs. Damiano was the first one to see Ethan with the blade in his hands. Then Thomas then Vic.
When they saw you weren't there they quickly rusjed downstairs and saw you trying to breathe. Thomas took you in his arms while Damiano went to get some ice. Vic was taking off you sweater so now you were only in your t-shirt. Ethan went to get some water.
When Damiano returned he asked you to hold a pidce of ice in your hand and try to squeeze it as hard as you can. You came back to reality.
Thomas stood up and took you in his arms and carried you to the bathroom. Vic helped you take a shower and change.
After that you went back down to the boys. Damiano asked you what's wrong first and you told hin that you were diagnosed with BD when you were young, that you relpsed because you felt so alone, that you wold cry at night and have nightmares.
All of them told you that they loved you. You all went upstairs to you bedroom and laid down. Your head was on Damiano, Ethan was massaging your head while Vic and Thomas hold you hands.
After this night they never left you and you actually ended up living together.
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