I got my first letter from Lo this morning. Yes, my letter. She sent it specifically for me. It had been a month a half since I saw her.
It was inside a dirt covered envelope, and had a dandelion taped to the side. I opened it in my room, and read her messy writing. She said she was having a great time, and that she couldn't wait to get back to me. Apparently Penelope had already written her and told her of our marriage. Lo said she was happy for me, and couldn't wait to get back to me. To me. I nearly lost control at that remark. She said that she missed the way my rings felt so cold against her skin, and that she couldn't believe that I would be living with her for forever. The last line knocked the wind from my body. See you soon, Daddy, love Lo.
I couldn't believe the counselors couldn't tell what her words meant. The slight innuendos that she made. This small letter made me want to rip Lo right out of her cabin and do the dirtiest things to her. I wanted every single one of those children and counselors to watch as well. Watch as I took little Lo's innocence right out from underneath her.
I tried to shake the thoughts from my head, but I couldn't. I could not stop thinking about how beautiful Lo would look underneath me, crying out my name.
I didn't want to touch myself, it wouldn't feel real enough. I needed the real thing, I needed Lo. Somehow I stooped for the second best thing, her mother.
"Penelope, you look absolutely beautiful in that dress," I whispered in her ear, as I walked behind her in the kitchen.
"Oh, Niall, Delores is here, don't play like that," she giggled, swatting my hands away gently.
"Nel, I need you. Now," I said, a little more forcefully.
"Just wait until Delores leaves, dear," Penelope smiled, trying to walk away. She brushed past my lower half, and I had to hold in a grunt that tried escaping.
"No, Nel, now," I growled, gripping her hips. She squealed a bit, but wrapped her arms around me.
I basically carried her up the steps, and threw her on the bed. I pictured her as Lo. It was difficult, considering the fact that this was a woman, a fully developed woman, and Lo was just a girl.
"Niall, calm down. I love seeing you all worked up, but if you keep this up, you'll leave me covered in bruises," Penelope cooed, pulling me on top of her, by my collar.
I ripped her night gown right down the middle, I couldn't wait any longer. I dug my right hand between her thighs, and began to rub around her.
Within the next minute or so, my boxers were off, and I was inside of her. I couldn't help but be so forceful. I was needy and, although Penelope wasn't my first choice, she's all I had to work with.
I was moving fast, and hard. I just wanted to get this over with. I couldn't even look at Nel as I pushed myself into her.
It only took a few short moments, before I could feel myself about to explode. I pulled out and came all over Penelope's stomach.
She was gasping for air, as she held onto my shoulders. A bit of sweat formed on her forehead.
"What about me?" Penelope whined.
"What about you?" I growled.
"I didn't finish," she complained.
"That's a shame, I did. I have to go, lot of work to get to. See you tonight Nel," I said, climbing off of her.
I raced into what used to be my bedroom, and clothed myself. I refused to put my clothing with hers. I knew that I should've stayed with her and helped her finish, but to be completely honest, I just didn't care enough about her to do that.
I wanted to see Lo still, I didn't care if she underneath of me, or sitting next to me, reading her magazines, I just wanted her with me.
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This is pretty short, but had I carried it on longer it would've gotten boring.
The next chapter will be filled with a bit mores drama, and a new character so I'm excited.
Hope you all enjoyed.
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