"My real life"

what this called?????

When things are not under control,
Life sucks u like what.
Then nothing works for u,
No one is with u
U & your problems are there.

Life continues going on the same trail
Your path not going to be changed for so long!!!
Nor the chances you are seeing.

But again you are hoping
Because u have no other alternative??

#When day & night becomes equal to u when u starts forgetting things
Because old things are going on your mind no space for new to remember...

You want to change the things u want to change the path of your life
Where happiness,
You are searching
But happiness doesn't want to come.

The situation becomes like a what
No words for it,
When loneliness survives for long
When your breath starts disturbing you!!!

When u think u lost something
When your past is perfect for u
But you're present imperfect...

You want your life as before
But u don't find a person,
Who helps u to find it...

When you want to sleep
But u can't
When u want to smile
But u can't
When u want to cry
But someone's shoulder not there...
Or you don't want to disturb someone!!!

When u don't know what to do...
Don't like anything by u...