"My real life"

DEAD SOUl.

Sometimes I feel so alone,
I also need someone who sits with me
Who loves me

No friends
No siblings,
No life...

I m feeling like why I m here
The sound of traffic comes,
Vehicles running from here to there

I m thinking how many peoples are living in this world,
But not a single person is with me

No one wants to understand me
Is that horrible I m,

I saw people how happy they are
But for me,
I m living like a dead soul.

The soul which no one knows
The feelings which come from inside,

Like how much time I want to be like this,
Go somewhere

But me thinking
Where to go
&
What to do.

Sometimes loneliness is difficult to handle,
I live alone from my childhood
But at least I met people,

But now I don't want people's
& still feeling lonely

How strange I don't want anyone
But I want,

I want my life as normal
I also need to laugh like laughter,

But the problem is that how I will smile,
Too many problems.

I always think!!
In night

Next morning will come with change,
Hope next day I will smile..

For year's I m thinking this
next morning comes
But my life doesn't want to come back...........