See You Again || L.S. || ✅

Character Ask (pt. 2)

^ I made those :) <3
(i didn't do zayn yet woops)

I'm pretty positive I got them all lol, tell me if I didn't get yours

xx

Harry

what's your favorite thing to talk about with Autumn?
Ooh, hmm. Well, I love asking her about her baby. Her wife is pregnant and I'm just so excited for her to be born so I can meet her. Besides that, Autumn has helped me through a lot of my life. Before I found Louis again, I would talk about him and everything I missed, and what I loved. She's a really good listener.

How did you manage to make it through the years without Louis?
Honestly? I was a wreck for a really long time after our communication was cut off, and I still haven't completely felt stable. I had days where things were awful for me, and days where I didn't want to get out of bed. It may seem silly that one person's absence affected me so much, but I had known Louis forever and it hurt so much to live without him. That's part of the reason my Mum set up appointments with Autumn, and I've been going to her for years.

What do you think was the worst part about being without Louis?
Um, I think the worst part was right at the beginning. I was scared to even step into school without him. I was shy, quiet, and didn't know many people at all. I felt naked when I walked through the doors, like I could be anybody's punching bag at any moment. I was scared.

Any plans for drawings?
Hmm, I don't usually plan out things I want to draw. Sometimes I just sit down and inspiration 'strikes.' I love doing people's faces, and I'll occasionally just look up something online, but my favorite is when I'm in public and I capture something or somebody beautiful. (Maybe I'll do more of Louis..)

did you feel insecure around Louis to begin with (when you met again)?
Well, the moment we saw each other again all I felt was disbelief and happinesses, but as it faded I felt like now that he saw me older he wouldn't like me anymore, but soon enough he made me feel more confident then I ever had. I love him so much!

Louis

have you had any relationships since you and harry haven't been speaking?
I don't really think about them but yes, only a few. I had one girlfriend for a month or so, but I never really liked her all that much. We were dared to go out, she barely spoke to me *chuckles*
Never had a boyfriend though, no one ever felt right, but now someone does.

How did you manage to make it through the years without Harry?
Over time I think I got more used to it, but never okay with it. In the beginning I was a mess. I spoke to my mother much less, I didn't smile as much, and I wasn't able to make new friends easily. I was constantly comparing them to Hazza. I cried so much, gallons of tears, and sometimes my eyes would be so dry I would dryly sob. It seemed as if me Mum didn't care, but I never forgot about my Haz. I promised him I'd find him again someday, i'm just sad it took so long

what are your thoughts on chicken nuggets?
Um, I like them. I usually get a 20 piece when we go to McDonald's *smiles*

What is the meaning behind the ring you gave H? 👀
Ring? I don't know what you're talking about.
...Just kidding? Um, well I gave it to him a few weeks before we moved (which totally blindsided me btw) And it means something special to me, he jut doesn't know, and it has to do with the future (because I knew I'd find him again)
I think I'll talk to him about it soon..

Have you come out to your mom?
Um, I didn't do it very 'professionally', but I think I made a comment about it one time. She asked me if I was ever going to find a girlfriend, and I was mad at her that day and I muttered, "Why can't it be a boy?" Soo... I think she knows.
I'm pretty positive she's not homophobic if that's what you're asking.