I sometimes wonder why am I here. Why was put here on this earth to suffer. I'm turning 20 years old soon and so far I've felt like I've achieved nothing I basically have neglected my college and not turned up to classes because I worry for my mum and brothers and how I've feel like I'm not but a bother to them.
I've came to terms at when I was 14/15 I would plan off myself. I've already attempted to but somehow I'm still here no matter how hard I try.
I've tried to live my life the best I can, despite the abuse and manipulation I endured from my childhood to adolescence. But I was so tiring having to put on an act every time, I used to think I'd be happy when I'm older but I was wrong.
I wish I could just d*e peacefully.
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Tell me why I shouldn't kill myself
RandomYou can call me Mia. This is the only place I can rant without having people I know worry about me. Some know about what issues I have but don't know how deep it is. TW// mentions of $uicid€ and depr€ssion
