"You're playing with your food." Stella looked at me while I poke the peas around my plate.
"Oh yeah, I guess." I weakly replied.
Stella's fork and spoon clanked in the table as she put it down straightening her back to propely eye me.
"What happened?" she asked, her tone worried.
"Nothing."
"Keira you went outside I know."
"Yeah you would know you track my every movement like you always do." I bluntly replied snapping at her.
I don't understand anyone here at all. For a moment it's as if you can easily trust them but at the same time you somehow can't.
Silence came upon as but I did not bother to look at anything but my crushed peas.
"Whatever happened out there its not good to let it eat you up. You can tell me anything like a friend you know."
"Sure. " I sarcastically replied.
"Right.I'm not a good person but let me try to be, Atleast for you. " she softly said.
"And here I thought we're getting closer." She added.
The chair creaked as she stood up stopping in front of me to pat my shoulder.
"Take a break, you can't work like that. "she said before walking out the kitchen.
I ate a bit of my food and for some reason it tasted really bland.
Why is it so cold? I'm even covered with a very thick blanket. I dont even know what time it is. How long have I been here?
This double bed room feels as empty as usual. I don't know if I should be thankful or not that I'm alone here.It just feels so wrong to sleep and isolate myself in a room that I never own to begin with.
But I don't want to do anything. I dont feel like going out at all. I have no energy to spare.
I don't understand what happened. I– don't know anymore.
I didn't mean it. I never wanted to hurt someone. I said to myself that I would never, but...
I shot her.
No, no I'm not like them, I'm not like father!
I hugged my knees then tightly held it. I didn't mean to,I was just...You, you made me do it. It's not my fault. It was you who-You were about to hurt someone so I tried to stop it.
I heard the door open.
"Who's there!" I panicked quickly moving to the corner as I cover my whole body with a blanket.
"It was you're choice Bonita", someone whisphered.
"And you didn't...choose me." she laughed.
Auntie?
"No Im sorry, Im sorry I didn't mean to, I know I hate you but I have no intention of hurting you Im sorry", I cried.
"Hey Keira", someone sternly called removing the blanket that was covering me.
Sam carefully held my arm.
"No, I'm sure I heard someone I'm sure-"
She cut me off then she held both of my arms that made me gasp a bit.
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DECEIT: Guns & roses (Girlxgirl)
Teen FictionKeira's life became miserable the day her father went missing. She thought that her life was already a hell hole not until she got hooked up with a criminal organization. Turned out, the unexpected was bound to give her answers. However, everything...
