Caked Makeup ✅

3.

Beep beep beep

Hospitals. I could recognize that beep anywhere. After all so many times had I woken up to it.

I hear the sound and open my eyes to be directly hit with sunlight.

I am alive? Why? Who saved me?

I look at my right to see Mia sleeping on one of the chairs.

"Mia" I say softly and as if miraculously hearing me she comes straight to my side.

"I am so sorry I stormed off. Forgive me Stella. I am so sorry!" She said again and again.

My thumb reaches out to wipe the tears on her face. I murmur soft encouraging words. After a while a doctor comes to check up on my health. few minutes later I finally ask Mia who bought me here. To my surprise it was Grazie. She found me on the floor unconscious.

I have to apologize to her!
I have to thank her!

But first I need to tell my decision of consulting a therapist to Mia. I need her with me on this. I want to succeed. I want to stop judging people. I want to stop my panic attacks. I want to stop feeling useless.

~

Mia took it very positively and encouraged me to start with therapy. I sincerely apologized to Grazie and promised to come meet her again after I have transformed into not the best but atleast good. Better from worst, right?

Also bring tons of Make-up for Tiya.

I will change. This is my start. This will be my journey.

The end