Chapter 5

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~Hayes's POV~
I walk inside and see Nash sitting beside Cameron with smiles plastered across their face.

"What," I ask them.

"Hayes has got hims a girlfriend," Cam says.

"Will you guys just shit up," I say.

"She's hot too," Nash says.

"Her dad just died really dude," I say.

"Really..now I feel bad," Nash says. I roll my eyes and walk upstairs. I hear guitar through the hall.

"HEY SHAWN MIND TURNING THAT DOWN," I yell.

"SURE," he yells as I walk into my room and lay down.

I decide to text Blake.

{Messages}
Me- Hey boo

Blake- Hey

Me- Wyd

Blake- Laying down about to go to sleep night.

Me- Night sleep good.

~Blake's POV~
Today's the day of the funeral and right now I'm getting ready. I slip on my black dress and heels.(Above) I do my hair and makeup and walk out to my car.

I pull up to the church. I walk inside and see Ryan, Hayes, and, Sammy all talking. I walk over to them and turn away from the casket. I can't look I'll break down.

"Hey," Hayes says and gives me a hug.

"You look nice I say looking at him, he has a pair a khakis, a black button up, and some plain black vans.

"And you look beautiful," he says.

"Thank you," I say.

We sit down as people start talking about my dad and the preacher says a few words. The whole time I was crying or thinking back on some of the stories..mostly crying.This was the part I was dreading most. It was my time to say a few words.I walk up to the podium and start talking.

{My Speech}
So this isn't anything special or a long speech I wrote or thought about for days. This us what I would've told my dad if I knew I was saying goodbye. I would've told him I loved him of course and that he was the best father to me he could've been.

By now tears are pouring from my eyes. And that he has given me more than I needed and thank you for that. I also want to let you know I'm going to be okay I'll always be your little girl but now I can take care of myself. But most of all that I couldn't have made it through anything without you. So really thank you daddy thank you for standing up for for being my shoulder to cry on for making me laugh when I was down. I love you dad.

I get finished and walk down and back to my seat and lean on Hayes's shoulder with tears running down my face.

Everyone finishes saying things and it ends. I walk outside as people come and tell me how sorry they were and that I looked beautiful. I turn and see someone I could've never expected to see. My mother. I walk up to her.

"Oh honey your speech was beautiful and your getting so tall and pretty," she says.

"So you leave him then come to his funeral and act line everything is normal between us," I say.

"I am your mother," she says sternly.

"And he was my father and you know why he's dead...you it's because of you fe started drinking after you left," I say and she looks shocked.

"Honey I'm sorry," she says.

"Save it you don't mean it," I say crying.

"I loved him ya know you might not have but I did," I say and walk off. I find Gilinsky talking to Sammy. I walk over to them and Gilinsky hugs me.

"He's gone and my moms here and she doesn't even care about him," I say crying into his chest.

Gilinsky has always been my friend and watched over me like a brother so I always run to him for help or when I'm upset.

"Your moms here," Ryan says.

"Yea she just came to see what was left to her..but it was all left to me," I say.

We all get in our cars and leave the church. We all meet back up at Ryan's. I go upstairs and change into some comfy clothes and the guys change into done clothes the brought for the movie night we planned.

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