My teenage dream

I wish you would stay forever

My eyes were still watery cause I was still sad. We walked in the bus and Valerie sat by Katie while they insisted me to sit by Cameron . So I did. We sat down and I put my head on his shoulder while he put his arm around me. I was silently crying. I soon felt a water droplet on my head I looked up and saw that Cameron was crying. I slightly pressed my hand on his face wiping his tears away. He wiped my tears away. I told him not to worry and that I'm going to be okay. "If you cry I'll cry." Cameron responded. I looked back down and laid my head on his shoulder while he lightly pressed his lips on my head. He whispered,"Everything will be okay, Diana." I wanted to cry but I didn't want to see Cameron cry again. I slightly closed my eyes falling asleep right by Cameron. The stupid bus jerked forward and before I could move forward I could see that Cameron was holding me so I wouldn't hit my head. "Alright everybody we're here!" The bus driver yelled. I walked off the bus with Cameron while Valerie and Katie were right behind us. Cameron and I said our goodbyes and went to our first period class. Katie, Valerie and I went to the bathroom cause I had no other place to wash my face. Luckily I had my eyeliner, clear mascara, and lipgloss with me. I put all of my makeup on besides my eyeliner. I didn't want anyone to know that I was crying for about an hour. We all we're finish putting our makeup on and we left to go to first period. We walked into class before anyone showed up all we saw was our teacher writing on the board. I remember that my grandmother was a great scientist when she was younger but around my age. She would tell me all of these stories of what she did as growing up and now I can't hear these stories anymore. Since I had geometry as first period I had started to cry because science was almost like math and geometry was like math. I had a couple of tears here and there but I wiped them up and sucked it in and breathe heavily thinking that everything will be okay Diana. The bell rang and that meant the period started. The teacher was still talking about stuff , I really wasn't paying attention at all. The bell rang so that meant class ended and I went to shop class and I probably thought that could cheer me up. I said goodbye to Valerie and Katie and took off. I had many things on my mind and I couldn't concentrate on anything I felt like I was going to blow up! As I'm walking through the halls I'm just listening to my music which was more of hip hop or rap. So I put the song "heartbeat song" by Kelly Clarkson I soon paused the song and walked in the classroom. Like again I was the first to be there. I saw the teacher there so I said good morning and took a seat. The bell rang and everyone took their seats. The teacher was talking about something like again I wasn't paying any attention to her. OOOPS! I just couldn't help it again but to cry again. I really missed my grandmother and today I was hoping to tell her that I actually have a boyfriend. But I guess God couldn't wait any longer for her. The bell rang and we had 3rd period. I met up with Valerie and soon Katie. They gave me a hug and I could tell that they were crying. "Please guys I don't want you to cry." I said. "Sometimes people are worth melting for." said Katie. We all giggled cause we knew that Olaf said that in frozen. We wiped our tears and went to biology. I saw Cameron by the door waiting for us , cause he was friends with Katie and Valerie. They wanted me to go by him so I did. He have me more like a cuddle hug. It felt like I was cuddling a big fat fluffy marshmallow! I kissed him like there was no tommorow. I wasn't surprised that he didn't pull away. We had to stop because the bell rang and we had to take our seats. I was thinking in my head " damn the stupid bell." At the end of our kiss I gave him that kind of flirty lip bite. He smirked at me. I was kind of laughing inside cause Katie and Valerie jaws were wide opened. We walked into our class. The teacher was teaching something like plant cells I think. I looked at Cameron he looked a little depressed. He soon asked the teacher if he could go to the bathroom. A minute later I asked if I could go. I texted Cameron.
Me: hey baby r u okay? I'm a little worried about u.
Him: yea I'm fine just something on my mind that made me a little not in the mood.
Me: wat is it babe
Him:I'll tell u later at lunch baby I promise
Me: alright babe I luv u
Him:luv u even more
Me: not possible
Him: yes possible
Me: I'm gonna go back to class
Him:same babe
I walked back to class and by that time the bell rang. I gave Cameron a kiss goodbye and left. Katie looked at me for a second." You okay Diana ?" she asked. "Yea, it's just that Cameron said that we was kind of depressed and I wanted to know what wrong with him." I responded. "Awww you guys are so cute power couple." Katie said smirking. " You guys are perfect for each other. He's like 6'4 and you're like 5'2. Aww relationship goals!" Valerie said squealing. I looked at them and I was blushing and couldn't but help to just smile.
Skip all the way to lunch time.
"Hey Cameron you said you were going to tell me what was going on?" I questioned him. He wrapped his arm around me and took a deep breathe and answered,"My mother, my mother texted me saying that she..." he couldn't finish his sentence. I saw a tear fall down his face. I went on my tippy toes and wiped his tear away. "It's okay if you can't tell me Cameron." I retorted. " I can finish my sentence Diana, my mother is diagnosed with... cancer." he said having a tear fall down his face. I gave him a hug and told him like he told me "Everything will be okay." I whispered. He calmed down.