It's not what it looks like

Can It Be A Normal Life?

~5 weeks later~

Well... How do I say this... I mean... I don't believe it either but... I guess I am... Happy?

Apart from not remembering anything about my life I could say I am some what happy. I have made friends at my new school. To be exact university. I still dont know how i am here. I mean shouldnt i be in high school or something having just woken up from a 5 year coma? Oh well what do i know...

Anyway, I am studying criminology. I have always wanted to become a detective or an FBI agent. Something about their skill and courage was always so appealing to me. Like I was drown to it...

Dont ask me how i remember that. Its still a struggle trying to adjust to my new life since i dont remember my old one.

Anyways I have a group of friends. There is Julia which you could say she is my best friend since we are super close and we tell each other everything. Like my nightmares...

But that's besides the point...

Then there is Mike. He is the sweetest boy alive. Then there is his boyfriend Harry. I am not that close with him but he seems nice. We have Lilly and Sage who are twin sister and brother.

And lastly there is this guy... His name I believe is Ace. Ace D' Arenzo. Interesting name right? Seems Italian.

Well I don't really talk with him. But he still hangs out with Sage sometimes. He seems mysterious. Yet charming?

He never smiles but I wish he would...

He has given me a few stares. But not in a creepy way. In a way filled with lust. It's like his eyes pierced into my soul wanting to explore it and know everything there is to know about it...

Or he is just a creepy guy wanting to sleep with me and everything is coming from my imagination.

Either way it's been great.

At home I start to slowly adjust to this environment. I think my so called parents might actually be my parents...
Apart from them being at work all day and me barely even seeing them, they treat me ok. They feed me, buy me a TON of clothes and fortunately they pay for my education.

If someone saw me without knowing what has happended to me they would think I have the perfect life. Rich, great education, lots of friends, parents who get me anything I could ever want.

Yet I am still worried. Worried that something is about to explode. Or crush on to me like a hurricane. But NO. I am fine. There is no need to feel that way. I AM FINE.

Or am I not?

Ahhh...

Ace's pov

Work has been going smoothly. My parents are still nowhere to be found. I search for them everyday... Well i couldn't care less about my father. It's my mother i am worried about.

Yesterday I got a lead that they might be in Italy. Back home...

My home. I haven't been there since I was five. Since my house was put into flames by my dearest dearest father.

I swear to god he is crazy. A monster, an abomination. Yet my mother stayed with him. Even though he has 60 side chicks...

He used to hurt her too... Since we had left Italy, every night he would slap and punch her. He used to yell as well but later he stopped. He said it was too distracting to see her cry...

That bastard! I want to burn his skin off and toss him in a dumpster! I want to break every single one if his bones! I want to- I just- But I can't... He is the boss. Not in the house but at work. And everyone in my world knows better that to betray the boss.

Even though he rules my mother he does not for a second rule me. He used to hit me when I was a child too. Come to think I believed it was normal... Then he forbade me from having friends, going to school, doing any type of activity e.t.c

But when I turned 16 I left. And never looked back. But I still kept an eye out for my mother. She was planning to run away and come with me.

But then I heard from work that they left. For a trip they said... That was 7 months ago...

And since my dad is gone and we have had no contact from him it is the job's policy that I became the new boss soon. I have gotten really good at shooting. And my knife thorwing is getting better and better.

Now I have friends. They don't know about my work though. I can't risk them being in danger.

And all this cause of my father. When I find him I swear to god I will kill him Or else I will not be able to live with myself. He has done enough. More than enough. It is time we moved on with our lives. Start a new chapter. One without him in it.

And of course there is university. Yes university. I decided to learn something in my life. Study a major. Even though my future is as clear as a sky with no clouds...

Anyways I am studying criminology. The same as her. Her... She is awake. Finally. I wonder what the doctors told her. Probably that she was in a car accident. If only it was an accident...

At least Garcia hasn't found her yet. Which means she doesnt know about him existing. I know she lost her memory. The doctors told me that the last time I visited her. Well at least she is safe for now.

Maybe I should tell her the truth.
No it's not safe.
Maybe I should take her to live with me.
No they would find her.
But she deserves to know the truth right?

No. Not yet. For now I will keep her close. But not too close. I will watch her from afar. If i can control my self around her.

I know it has been five years and a lot has changed since we were last together but i still miss her.

I mean i have hooked up with a couple of women in the past years but i never had a relationship with any of them. I just couldn't bring myself to do that to my angel.

Instead i used to visit her almost everyday during high school. Since i didnt go to school for the first year cause of my dad and the rest of the years cause i had too much work i would go see her whenever i had the chance.

And when the doctors told she was awake i couldnt believe it. In the five years she was gone i had become a ruthless, cold, heartless, merciless killing machine that everyone feared. I had lost my light. My angel.

And then, when i thought i had her back they told me she has lost every bit of her memory. Meaning she didnt know who i was, what we were or what we had been through.

Needless to say later that day i trashed my house told everyone to leave me the fuck alone and killed two of my men that pissed me off.

But even though she doesnt remember me i cant just go up to her and tell her about our crazy lives.

So instead i kept my distance and I have been watching her from afar.

Is that creepy? Well I don't care! I just want her to be safe. I will tell her the truth when the right time comes. Yeah that's it. When the right time comes...

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Hey guys! I had a lot of free time so I decided to write another chapter. Anyway hope you like it! Till next time!