calzonas daughter one shots

Eating disorder

TW-eating disorder, throw up
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Y/n POV
momma (arizona) placed freshly made breakfeast in front of me, eggs and some toast. "here honey i made you something to eat. Eat fast and get dressed before we run behind schedule." she said with almost a cautious tone, "thanks momma, but i'm actually not that hungry, can I eat at school?" I can tell she was suspicious, I mean ive been doing this with her breakfast for weeks now "I mean yeah honey..just promise me you'll eat something" she said almost disappointed sounding, just then mom came into the kitchen, im guessing she overheard the conversation cause I could feel mom and momma glaring at each other then at me but I only shrugged as she took the plate in placed in back in the fridge "Whatever you say..."   

The truth was though, I actually haven't eaten in almost a month, I mean i've had a few bites here and there so moms don't get suspicious, but I usually make myself throw up after, it's bad I know, but I don't care. I just want to be skinny. It's hard hiding it from my moms, I mean their doctors. I know they are suspicious because the two of them have tried to sit me down and talk multiple times, but I pretty much always find an excuse to change the topic. plus our apartments pretty small so they probably hear me throw up at night.

anyway... after a few minutes, I stood up and went to my bedroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I'm so fat. honestly I looked pretty terrible. Dark circles surrounding my eyes. my skin looks paler, my hair was beginning to thin, "Y/N HURRY WERE GONNA BE LATE FOR SCHOOL" mom yelled, I splashed some water in my face to clean up a bit, I threw on a white sweater with some sweatpants and headed out the door.

The drive to school was, tense. Luckily Sofia was in the car so moms wouldn't really talk about anything personal and Sof's babbling about what she's doing at school today distracted them, I felt my stomach growl. I placed my hand on my abdomen. "Shut up." i thought to myself, I felt a sudden wave of nausea but quickly shook it off as we pulled up at school "have a great day sweetie we love you" momma smiled "be good honey!! said mom. "I love you to" I said as I hopped out of the car and headed to class.

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Honestly I don't mind school that much, my grades are good and I have a pretty good amount of friends, it's lunch that's my problem, today I told them I wasn't that hungry cause I had a big breakfast, do they believe me? probably not since I say the same excuse literally every day, but do I care? I mean not really. I've lost a lot of weight from not eating and working out everyday, and I know i'm not fat, but you can always be skinnier right? I wear pretty baggy clothes so people haven't really noticed the fact that I've lost weight

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"How was school?" mom (Callie) asked the moment I hopped into the passenger seat.  "Fine," I said and plopped my backpack on the floor of the car.  Mom looked at me, "That's it? Fine? Nothing else on your mind ?"  "Nope" I shrugged and turned away facing the window, I could tell where this conversation is going. 

"So how was your day?" I asked to turn the focus off me, Mom started the car and started pulling out of the school parking lot, "I've done a double hip replacement and fixed a badly broken leg so far."  "oh that's cool"  Mom nodded, "Now, is there more that you want to share?"  "Nope, again" I stated looked out the side window.   

I know that they know somethings up and i could tell that she knows i know she knows but thankfully Mom just let it be for now since Sofia was in the car and I obviously wasn't talking.

We got out of the car in the hospital parking lot and headed towards GSM, The walk was pretty much silent as I wondered what I was gonna tell moms later, I know our conversation in the car wasn't over and moms won't stop till they find out what's wrong with me. I appreciate that they care, but this is not something I want or need help with.