PART 18 : DREAM

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"Vicky! Don't do that, baby, please!" Namjoon pleaded to her.

Vicky looked back at him with tears streaming through her face.

"I'm sorry, Joonie. I can't do this anymore. I'm disgusted of myself..." she said, taking a few steps forward.

Namjoon's eyes widened, just one step he would lose her, forever.

"Baby no... You have me, you have Suga. We don't care about your past. You know how much we love you. Please, baby, come back here..," he's slowly approaching her.
"Don't come closer!!" she yelled.
"You can't leave me like this. I love you so much, Vicky. Please, I'm begging you don't do that..,"
" You deserve a better woman, Joonie," she wiped her tears.
"I don't need anyone else. I just want you. Please...," he couldn't hold back his tears anymore, he cried out loud. He took another steps tried to reach her.
"I love you, Joonie. And I love Yoongi. Please take care of yourself," a wide smile formed on her lips.
"Nooo.....," he screamed.
"Goodbye my love...,"
"Nooo!!!!"
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"Namjoon!!" Suga shook him awake when he saw Namjoon was pale, sweaty and shaking.
"Vicky!!" Namjoon let out a gasp as he woke up. He was drenched in sweat and his heart was beating rapidly.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Suga looked at him in worry.

The second he gained consciousness he looked towards the bed. Vicky was sleeping peacefully on the bed. His eyes flitted around the room until they finally found Suga's face, which peered down at him with concern. He sat up and tried to calm himself down.

"Having a bad dream?" Suga asked again.
"Yes...and it feels so real," he sighed, wiping his sweaty forehead.

The dream felt so real, Namjoon thought he really lost her. He got up from the sofa and walked towards the bed. He looked at her, she looked so beautiful even in her sleep. He let out a deep breath and smiled.

" I love you so much baby," he said as he leaned down and caressed her face and kissed her forehead and the back of her hands softly, being careful not to wake her up.

"Don't worry, it was only a dream. She's okay," Suga said after Namjoon sat down on the sofa again. He numbly nodded at him before leaning onto the sofa.

"Suga, we should be extra careful. We know she was having the worst time, and it could stress her down. I decided to bring her to our house, so she can rest well. I will ask Dinie to look after her. And I think we should stay with her, so we can keep our eyes on her," Namjoon told Suga.
"I know you are concerned about her mental health, yeah I thought the same too. Don't worry, we will give our hundred percent attention to her. We will go through this together," Suga nodded to him.

On the next morning, after discussing a few matters with the doctor, the doctor agreed to discharge her. Namjoon went to the pharmacy to get the medicine that doctor has prescribed. Suga gave her a bath and dressed her up. He let her sat on the bed when he started brushing her hair.

"Vic, we will bring you home, and Dinie will help us to take care of you. You don't have to worry, no one can hurt you anymore," he said, kissing her hair, but she didn't say anything or gave any respond.

Suga smiled bitterly at himself. He asked her to sit down on the sofa as he took out the breakfast box from the bag.

"Eat this breakfast, so you can take your medicine, okay?" he said, spooning the fried rice and fed her. After a few spoons, she shook her head, refusing the food.
"You should eat more, Vic," she didn't answer but just shook her head once more.
"Okay... Drink this," he handed her a glass of water and a few of medicine.

Namjoon walked in with a few of prescribed medicines in his hands. He put them in her bag and sat next to her.

"Vicky, you will go home with us. Let's go," he reached for her hands, but she typically avoided his touch.
He didn't shock at her reaction, he knew she felt powerless and traumatized.

" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. I know you have been through so much, and I may not be the best person, I want you to know I will never hurt you, baby. We will help you, we will protect you," Namjoon told her, and slowly reached for her hands again.

When they arrived at their big mansion, Dinie was waiting for them at the front door. She is informed about what had happened to Vicky, she felt sympathy for her and willing to help them to take care of her. Namjoon and Suga let her brought Vicky to her room, Suga went to the kitchen to cook for their dinner and Namjoon went to his room to change.

Suga was slicing the meat when he recalled the thing that happened earlier. When they walked out of the hospital, Vicky became anxiousness with her surroundings. Hearing footsteps behind her made her horrified, she gripped on his arms and held them tightly.

He would know that recovering from sexual assault took time, and the healing process could be painful. The trauma of being raped left her shattered, anxiety and felt hopeless.

Vicky was resting in her bed when Namjoon walked in to the room, he casually sat on the bed next to her. He leaned onto the pillow, reading the book that he has brought with him earlier when he noticed Vicky was slowly fell asleep, he smiled and continued with his reading.

It's getting dark and almost dinner time. He tried to wake her up, but he saw her eyebrow scrunched together as she whimpered quietly. A few seconds later he saw her hands were gripping the sheet, her breath heaved, her forehead was drenching with thin sweats, he knew she was having a nightmare. He put his book aside, reaching for her hand and released the tight grip as he pulled her body closer to him, embracing her tightly.

"Shhhh...," he whispered as he stroked her hairs gently.
"It's okay baby. It's just a dream. You are safe with me,"

Her tensed body slowly loosened under his touch, her heart beat having finally settled as she opened her eyes and the seconds her eyes focus and landed on him, she burst into tears. It broke his heart to see her suffered like that. There was nothing he could do to heal the pain she felt inside, all he could do was just to comfort her. He couldn't help himself but cried silently, tightening his grip around her waist.

"Vicky, I know this is hard for you. But just know I am here for you, if you need me. I'm always going to be by your side, and I'm not going anywhere, okay? We will go through this together. Remember, I love you unconditionally," he said, kissing the top of her head.

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