I looked at her sleeping in my arms... I stayed awake after last night. For her first time, she was really good at it. Hell, what am I saying? She was fucking hot and sexy. But now I feel bad, she was my best friend, and not only that, but she was my innocent girlfriend. But damn, fuck, it was so fucking good, and I don't want to take it back.
She moved and I was able to slip my hand out of the way. I climbed out of bed as quietly as ever and moved to the window next to her bed. I knew her parents were out of town, I'm not an idiot. The cars would have been here. And her little brother and sister are out with them too. Can't blame them, it's summer, who wouldn't want to get out?
Looking out of the window, I saw the moonlight through the blinds. My new truck, a Ford F-150, how much I love that truck, and the first place I go is here. Looking back at her, how peaceful she looks. With all of my ex's I usually just left right after we had a fuck session... But now, I told her I'd still be here when she woke up... And if I'm not... What then? I mean like I love her... Fuck, I used the word love.
My phone made a silent ring tone, and I quickly looked at her to make sure she didn't wake up. She moved a little, but not enough to wake up. I went to the phone where I got a text from an ex with her saying:
'Babe, I fucking miss you and you fucking big ass dick. I miss it fucking me in my fucking pussy (; I wish you were here to keep me company (; ...'
Was that all I needed for me to leave? I wanted to leave. That fucking text was fucking hot... But I couldn't... I wanted to, but I looked back at Ivory. She looked innocent and I just had sex with her... Do I really want to leave her?
She smiled her cute shy smile in her sleep... I smiled my side smile... I unlocked my phone and clicked on the text message. I click the message box and typed:
'I'll be there in a few minutes.'
But delete it. I look back at Ivory and look back at the text... I sigh and typed:
'You're not important anymore, my girlfriend is. Now slut, leave me alone!'
With that I locked the phone and put it back in the pockets of my shorts. I looked back outside and smiled. To know I was with her in her house and we just had awesome sex inside her house. There was nothing more I could want. I laughed a little too loud, and she woke up.
"What time is it?" she asked half asleep.
"It's 3:10 babe." I replied.
She yawned and stretched her arms. I got back into the bed with the feeling of wanting to have sex again, but she was tired. She laid facing away from me. I grabbed her waist and forgot about the bruises. She flinched and I let go. She came to me and laid on my chest.
"Babe..." she said.
"Yes?" I replied.
"Would you ever be mad at me?"
"No..."
"Promise?"
"Promise..."
"And babe..." she yawned
"Hmm?"
"Do you love me or do you love sex more?" she was still half asleep, but I didn't want to say the wrong answer.
"I love you... I also love having sex with you..."
She smiled while closing her eyes and was almost asleep when she said, "I wish I could freeze tie to relive my first time having sex with you."
She laid there so peaceful. I then realized that this isn't Twilight or The Hunger Games. This was the real deal. Those people can fuck up a girl's mind, but me, I have to know everything from the bruises on... I felt my boner get bigger. I decided to let all of it go, I yawned knowing I had to go to bed. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep...
I know she isn't the best girlfriend ever in the world, but she deserves someone who can be with her through everything... And that person right now is me... Though I screw up, I need to stop... I love her... Fuck the L word again... And right now, I also wish I could relive the first time she ever had sex with me... I head my phone ring again, but I let it because it wasn't as important as her... I kissed her forehead, covered her naked body with a blanket and just laid there until I slept... First time ever staying over after sex... I like it a lot...
