I saw Eoz in my dream today . He looked beautiful staring into the setting sun on the beach . I wanted to hold onto him . But as desperately as I was trying to get closer to him , the farther he was going into the ocean , I called out his name , several times in fact . But he.... he just didn't turn back . He just kept walking forward into the blue ocean . I wanted him to look at me . even if it was just once . Before I knew it I was sobbing while softly calling out "please look at me , please ." I whimpered . But he never did . And I'm unsure as to why but I crashed on my knees and my heart sank and it felt so real .
I woke up with my face wet , eyes puffy . It was obvious at breakfast that I'd cried last night . But i didn't owe an explanation to anyone .
It has been a tough week at work . I see Eoz and his friends everyday mainly because the boys have been hanging out at lunch at the food parlor in front of my newspaper station. I just happen to glance outside from my window few times and sometimes when our eyes met , I'd quickly turn away . If he knew I'd been dreaming of him for a week now , he'd probably be disgusted . It's better to avoid him before things get out of hand .
I wasn't smart enough to be the head of a newspaper station, it was one of the gifts Ilse 's father had given to me in exchange for the engagement .
"Sir , someone is here for you " Narci spoke from the door of my office.
"Send them in" i nod
"Sir " i hear a deep cool voice
I immediately look up to find Eoz and looking at him was enough to fasten my heartbeat .I froze
"Sir?" he called out again to break me from my daze
"yes, please have a seat "I show him to a chair across from my table and gesture him to go on
"It isn't anything important but are you possibly angry with me ?"he asks innocently
"No, absolutely not . what makes you think of that ?"i question in surprise
"Sir has been ignoring me for quite a while now . I thought we had a pretty good conversation back then . Have I possibly done something wrong ?"
I chuckle softly . I could've never figured out how innocent he was .
"Oh have I ? Then I think I ought to make it up to you because my intention was wrongly presented .Is there something you wish for?"
"That's very generous but I think your time will do" he smiles and I get butterflies in my belly
"sure "
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RomanceI called out his name DESPERATELY, several times in fact . But he.... he just didn't turn back . He just kept walking forward into the blue ocean . I wanted him to look at me . even if it was just once . Before I knew it I was sobbing while softly c...