From me to you

Chapter 4

The cool breeze ruffles through my hair and I puff out a smoke and hand out to Eoz who eventually takes a puff as well. 

"Eoz , don't call me sir . I have a name " 

"But wouldn't that be disrespectful? Every noble likes to be called with salutation , aren't i right?"

"It maybe true , but call me Konnor" 

"Ok Konnor" he says unsurely . " Are you married ?"

"No, just engaged ."

"You must be in love , that lady back then was very pretty " i could feel his nervousness 

"No , not really . I was only engaged because both our fathers arranged this for us , I've never really touched Ilse or even had a long meaningful conversation with her  "

"ohh.... Would you like to come to the game tomorrow ?"he asks longingly 

" a game ?" i ask 

"yes, baseball . The boys are playing baseball tomorrow at west field . Would you like to come watch?" he asks excitedly.

"I'm sure you should invite your girlfriend to such an event to charm her but I'm willing to come as long as good sir will be playing . I've heard you were the best in town , well it does make sense looking at your physique -" I ramble on without hesitation until I realize that Eoz might get uncomfortable .

"Sir, are you attracted to me ?" Eoz asks blankly. 

fuck.

I flush a deep shade of red . I fucked up . Does he think I'm weird?

"Pa-- Pardon?" i ask stuttering .

He moves swiftly and places his hand on my cheek and carefully caresses it, slowly moving towards my neck and back to my jaw .His other hand on my waist softly yet firm enough to hold me . He looks at my lips longingly but I freeze . This has never happened to me before . And as sure as i was of my feelings towards Eoz , I didn't know if he felt the same or if he hated the idea of guys embracing each other.

But I loved this thrill as much as I feared it . The adrenaline rush was driving me crazy as if It were a game of gamble . And right now I'd be placing all my bet on the jack not knowing if my luck will run out. 

So, I took a chance . 

"I've never kissed anyone nor did I understand why people did so but, I'm curious now, Eoz" I say seductively and touch his lips softly with mine for a brief moment and smile as i was about to pull away from his grip , his lips came crashing into mine  and moved so passionately . My lips moving on their own ,the touch of his lips sending shivers down my spine and tingling my fingertips , it felt like I was melting . Every time he breathe out , the air would caress on my face , it made  my legs go weak . It was like a dream , like nothing I've ever experienced before . Was it because it was my first kiss or because my first kiss was with Eoz . 

Finally, we pull away and gasp for air . It was amazing . I've never felt this emotion , so numbing  yet so aggressive . I look at him to see his reaction and i find him staring at me . Smile forms in the corner of my lips and he pulls me closer by my waist and hugs me tight with one hand on my back and one hand on the back of my head gently patting .

I place my head on his shoulder and wrap my arms around him. But , one thing strikes my head . This all feels too natural for his first time . They say if a man is too smooth with you at your first time , it means they've fooled around plenty of times .

And then , as I held him in my arms , I wondered how many women had he been with . 

Tell me ,Eoz,  are you fooling around with me?

AUTHOR'S NOTE :

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