As long as I'm here no one can hurt you/ b.e.

Part 13

Billie's pov:

I wake up alone in Mia's bed. I look at my phone. It was 4 AM. Where's Mia? Why isn't she asleep? I was too tired for this. It didn't even feel like I was actually awake. I look around the room. The door was opened. I slowly get up and walk to the door. I walk down the hall. I notice a light coming from her bathroom.

"Mia?" I call. There was no answer.

I walk towards the bathroom and knock on the door. I step in and stop. My head starts spinning. 

Mia was laying. On the floor, dead. Covered in blood. I couldn't breathe. I fall down next to her lifeless body. I scream.

"BILLIE! BILLIE!"
"BILLIE WAKE UP" 

"FUCK" I scream and jump up. I was breathing heavily. I was all sweaty. 

Mia was next to me asking what happened but I couldn't answer. I pull her in a hug and don't let go.

"Billie what- what happened please talk to me you scared the shit out of me"

"I had a nightmare I'm so sorry I'm so sorry" I tried to catch my breath. I pull away and hold her hands. She's alive. She's real. This is real life.

"Are you okay?" she kept asking over and over again

"Yes yes yes I'm fine" I answer

"I'll get some water" she says and stands up

"NO! Don't leave me please" I beg

"Okay I'm here" she pulls me into a tight hug again. She sat with me until I calmed down and then brought me water

"So what happened exactly?"

"I woke up and it was 4 am and it all felt so real and- and I-"

"Billie calm down... breathe"

I take a moment to calm down and then explain everything.

"And you just laid there covered in blood... you killed yourself"

Mia just stared at me with worry in her eyes. She was quiet I could see tears appearing in her eyes.

"I'm sorry" she says and looks away

"It's okay... as long as you're alive and still here. It was just a bad dream"

"It's all my fault-"

"No no no stop it's not your fault"

"I traumatized you Bil... and it's been months since"

"It's okay this is not the first time" I say quietly

"Wait so u had more nightmares about me..."

I nod. She sighs and a tear slips down her face.

"Please don't cry I'm gonna start crying" I chuckle and wipe her tear away. 

She smiles and blushes a little. 

"Wanna get Taco Bell for breakfast?" she asks 

"YES!" I say and stretch "I'm so tired tho"

"Bil you slept for like 10 or more hours"

"What's the time?" I ask

"It's 7 AM"

"That's too early I wanna lay in your bed a little bit more" I groan

"Come on" she grabs my hand and pulls me up. I get up and smile at her.