12 - Reminisce

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Daewon never had siblings. Just lived with his parents with the little income they had to live. Things like romance and relationships were occurrences that never happened too often for him. It took a while for me to wrap my head around it, but Daewon needs someone like Lia. Someone who's a fresh air of reality, pulling him back in from the hardships he's encountered. Someone who can sacrifice sometime to care for him. Someone who knows how to love.

Trust me, I know.

It's been months since Lia and I had broken up. Of course it was a struggle at first, but I've gotten over it. We both still talk often and make sure that nothing has been damaged since that day. I haven't thought about our past memories at all as of recent, but some of it is coming back now that I have to help Daewon. I know it isn't healthy, but it's something I can't control.

Our flame was pretty apparent towards the people who saw the both of us, maybe indestructible to some. I still remember when we were paired for a co-ed performance evaluation and we dominated all the way through. I won't try to recall too much, but recollecting these memories after a long time feels so refreshing in a sense. It does feel wrong, but I guess that's what loneliness does to a person.

Recording Studio. Y/N, Daewon, Julian

Y/N: You'll be off with Lia tomorrow, right Dae-hyung?
Daewon: Yeah. I've been thinking about what you said to me yesterday too.
Y/N: Mhm, what about it?
Daewon: You told me that I have to make sure the energy between us doesn't fall off. Which got me thinking, do you two think I'm a fun guy to be with?
Y/N: Of course you are! You're not as talkative as the rest of us, but I think that's a great thing about you. You don't need to talk as much to be a fun person.
Julian: And you don't even try to be funny. That's what makes you hilarious to be around.
Daewon: Yeah... I'll just take that as a compliment for now.
Julian: But I gotta ask, you're 100% serious about her, right?
Daewon: Of course I am. Had I felt any other way, I wouldn't have came to you guys about this.

In a split of a second, the rest of the members burst into the recording studio out of breath.

Y/N: Woah! What's the deal with you four?
Seungri: It's been finalized!
Kenny: The concert! It's gonna happen!
Julian: No fucking way!

Ever since our Devil promotions ended, the company was rumored to have a concert for all JYP artists. We didn't get much information since we were rookies, so we didn't bother asking.

Kenny hands me a paper with all the details attached.

JYPNATION 2021 THE CONCERT

We have announced that JYPE will hold a company special concert later this year. The earliest concert date is no earlier than the end of E7EMENT's comeback promotions. We have two concert dates finalized in Korea, one in the US, and one in Japan.

List of Groups

Twice
Stray Kids
ITZY
E7EMENT
Day6
2PM
Sunmi
JYP

More information will be announced soon.

All seven of us were mesmerized at the fact that we were gonna be apart of a concert so early in our careers. Suddenly, I feel the atmosphere of the situation. The timing felt so right.

Y/N & Daewon: That's when. That's when I'll confess.

We both whisper the same words at the same time. We both stare at each other for a few seconds until we awkwardly laugh it off, but we both know we weren't kidding. We both lacked the confidence to confess on a normal day, so having the concert to give us the perfect scene would just be a perfect time to confess. My feelings for Yeji was never too high, but I think this concert is the perfect time to change that. I can't stop beating the bush and acting like I don't feel some type of way about her.

As we discuss more about the concert on the way home, I get a text from Yeji.

As we discuss more about the concert on the way home, I get a text from Yeji

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I dyed my hair black. How is it?

I like it a lot. Now I don't have to feel outshined in public 😅

But without the jokes, I love it.

Aish, you're such a tease, but you do have a point.

Gotta get to MCing, ttyl!

Good luck out there !

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Her black hair looks amazing. It reminded me of our conversation about hair during one of our dates. It didn't hit me how happy I was during those two dates. I wouldn't have ever guessed that I would actually want another date with her.

"Is it like..? Or love.."
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Sigh, yes I'm back with a little short. The direction for the next chapter got a little shaky, so this all I can produce for now. But with a new "Concert Arc" I can finally say I have a finalized direction for this book. So next chapter, we will be back on our 2k word chapter track.

Also, I released a new chapter on my Chaeryeong X MR book as well, so please read it if you can !!

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