DISCLAIMERS:
The story contains some triggering scenes such as
-depression
-suicide
-abuse
-sexual harassment
-rape
-suicidal thought
-and some more
this story is so dark and has a lot of mature scenes so I'm sorry I won't put warnings since it won't have a lot of rainbows and unicorn puke chapters :) so with that being said, I'm warning y'all, read at your own risk,and if the story by any chance is bothering you, then you have every right to leave but DON'T REPORT.
I'm being serious with the report thingy, I didn't start the story and I already warned y'all so no one come and report the story please because this is some hard work here, us authors spend a lot of time and energy writing, editing and publishing these stories and in the end someone just come and reported because of some scenes that they didn't like. It pisses me off that some very good quality stories got reported down for scenes that are not even real!
So I'm asking you kindly to not to report the story thank you so much 😊.
NOW TO THE PREVIEW!
Natural - IMAGINE DRAGONS
Won't it be so beautiful to have someone care for you as much as you care for them? Yeah, well that's not for taehyung's case. He never really knows or experienced love. People come and people go and he is still sit in his place. A little introverted yes, but that doesn't mean he is not a human, has the right to feel loved as much as he craves it. But what can you say? Not everything goes as you plan. From a lonely and traumatic childhood, to a teenager who wishes to die. A beautiful life isn't it? But Taehyung is fed up. Fed up for being such a loser, fed up for being a toy that people can play with. Fed up for being so depressed. Fed up for being such a coward and not having the courage to end his life after all of what happened and is happening. He just wants to be natural. To live his normal life with his friends and family. To have a beautiful girlfriend and goes out with her in simple yet memorable dates. To have a family with his love of his life. To just...be free from all of the world's pain. But then, what is life without pain? And what is pain without life?
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He looks up in the sky with tears silently falling from his big doe eyes, and admires the beautiful stars in the dark night. It kinda looks like his heart, pitch dark, only a few dim lights are there waiting for the dark to consume it all and leave him with nothing but darkness and emptiness in his heart. Jeongguk is truly fed up. He is fed with being nice all the time and in the end he is the one who is left heartbroken. He is fed up hearing all those empty promises that are meant to be broken. He is fed up from the false love he is given, knowing so well the affair that is happening behind his back. He is just fed up from everything already. He just wants to be loved and cared for. He doesn't understand how being good looking and good-built considering a fuckboy?? He never even fucked his girlfriend let alone fuck some stranger! How being honest considers as rude? If he knew this would be life he would kill himself in his mother's womb. It sucks not being able to be natural. To live like you want and has the life you dreamed of. You begin questioning in God. Is he even real? If he is real,then why do I have to suffer?! He doesn't love us suffering so why should I suffer? If I'm suffering that much then is that meant he is not real? And the list goes on. You don't know when will your doubts stop, when the ifs and buts stop, because right now, everything inside your head is telling you that nothing will stop, that there's nothing for you to live for. That's just how the human's mind works. It doesn't think rationally when you're this sad. The thing is, Jeongguk doesn't want to be sad, he wants to be a cold bitch, he wants to be an anti-romantic but he can't. He just stares at the sky, having an inner battle with his mind and his heart, he wants to live freely, to love and be loved, to have someone taking care for him and vise versa. But then again, when was luck by his side? He hopes that this would be just a phase and then everything goes back to normal. Or at least...he just hopes...to have his true love, by his side watching the stars together, and point their own star, and call each other cute names.
"Why god...just why me?..."
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A/N: now this is all for the preview and disclaimers, as I told you I will wait in a few to post the first chapters and actually begin with this story <3
I have wrote a few chapters already and I have shown it to my bff and she told me that this would be lit :D! I hope you will enjoy it sweeties
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