Boy meets evil (TAEKOOK) [COMING SOON]

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(TW: slight mention of rape harassment )

another tw: the following actions of the story , I don't recommend trying it, I am only writing for the fun!"

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"Kim Taehyung, the fuck are you thinking about?? are you fucking insane?? There's no way in ell I am lettiing you do this shit!!" oh well.. Telling Namjoon was not the best idea after all. Of course he would disagree! what was Taehyung thinking when he thought of telling him?.

oh yes, Kim Taehyung, a miserable college boy who gets bullied in the shit called college. The boy is good, pure, never once hurt anyone yet still the one to get hurt. what for? who fucking knows. Some people just loves to hurt people who are weaker than them just  for the sake of seeing them in pain. No clear intentions really.

Taehyung is not suicidal...more of he doesn't like the thought of himself as a suicidal person, he is just miserable boy who already gave up on having hope in life.

in his 23 years he has lived, nothing such as 'luck' stood by his side, one reason he doesn't believe in luck.

He had no friends, his mother died when he was just 8, not to mention his oh so kind father dumping him in the streets like he is some kind of trash because he didn't want to take full responsibility for a child. The little boy had to beg for like half a year for food, water and a train ticket to Daegu, where his grandmother lived. He hoped things would stop here, but it didn't. of fucking course it did not. 

As a kid whose mother is dead and his father abandoned him only a week after his mother's death, he was traumatized for life. he had trust issues in everyone, including his own grandmother, had nightmares of blood, truck, crying, and screaming.. a lot of screaming, not to mention his major panic attacks after his nightmares and his social anxiety.

so of course he had to go to a therapist, along with completing with his education. So, to have a better chances in a good school, Taehyung and his grandmother travelled to Busan.

In morning, he is at school, and at night he is a bawling mess at his therapist.

In school, he didn't have any friends, he wanted to have one, but he just couldn't trust people. However, there was that one cute kid with crooked tooth that he admired a lot and always wanted to  be friends with him, but his trust issues won over him.

Taehyung's life in school was not any better that in school. literally the whole school had a pleasure in deceiving and bullying the poor innocent kid, resulting of more and more mental disturbance for him as a kid. He always got bullied, hit got called out, but he used to ignore all of this.

except for one thing.

people calling him "orphan"

it just so triggered him that he used to run away and skip his lessons to not be anywhere near those who called him this.

now that he is in college, he got new friends Namjoon, Jin, and Yoongi. They are all older than him by either a year or two, but he couldn't care less. They are just so genuine and sweet and caring for him as if he is their young brother.

of course you will say "he is in college now his life must be perfect" HA! Jokes on you! his grandmother died only last year and he wasn't there because his college is in Seoul and his grandmother was in Busan. 

Ahh and the typical bullying of course. The Jocks just loves to bully him because of how skinny and "girly" he looks. to make it even worse, one of the jocks harassed him and raped him and threatened him that if he told anyone or reported anything to the police he would leak his nude pictures in the college website for the whole college to see, so he has to shut the fuck up or he will be officially screwed. It literally gives him nightmares every time he sleep. the pain in his lower half, the teary eyes, his muffled screams behind rough hands, the pain spreading inside him and tore him apart, the smirk, laughs, flash of the camera, and the blood..so much blood. it was as scary as it gets.

As of why Namjoon was shouting at him just now? it's because he just confessed something. 

The only thing that he ever wished to have is someone care for him, give him the attention he craves, loves him genuinely and unconditionally and to help him in his lowest days of course. However, someone like that would never even look at his face, people nowadays loves the toxic masculinity and he prefer just being... who he is.

so he searched up, read some books, and did his own nerdy things, and made a conclusion. He decided that he will make a deal with the devil to get what he want. 

if no one on earth can be helpful, mind as well get help from the other side.

crazy, right? but one can be too lonely and determined that he can go beyond his limits toget what he wants.

ad Taehyung was one stubborn bitch.

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A/N: ALRIGHTY RIGHTY HERE'S THE FIRST CHAPTER OF THE STORY I HOPE Y'ALL GIVE IT THE LOVE IT DESERVES

aight this chapter was taehyung's point of view about life, society, and his problems...what do you guys think?? I really hope you enjoyed the chapter <33

I PURPLE YOU BONBONSSSS <33333