Why are you apologizing? I didn't even want a reply.
I didn't want you to feel sorry for me, I didn't want my love to be denied.
It's like you are forcing the rejection on me, and I don't want to comply.
I just wanted you to know that I love you, I wanted you to realise.
You are only a friend to me, that was her reply.
She explained why she only sees me as a friend, like that would ever suffice.
I want you to be silent, I want to be recognised.
But seeing you denying me so strongly, I was only left paralyzed.
Please stop, these words are like venom to me.
You may think it's the right thing to do, but to me it's not even polite.
Oh.. Shut up, now my feelings are getting numb to me.
Because in the first place, I didn't even want a reply.
I can't even hear it anymore, so I replied with a smile, 'alright'.
Gave a big smile, making me seem like I'm alive.
But the way you handled my feelings, only kills me from the inside.
I don't feel alright, I don't even feel alive.
Because in the first place, I didn't even want a reply.
