Where hope is, there is always hardship...

Don't be like a prey, smoth like a snake

My eyes opened slowly,  but i close my eyes again because of the light.
I saw through my eyelids that's everything white, i wanted to hear if somebody is in the room but nothing.

"Am I in heaven?"

I rubbed my eyes and opened them again.
Actually here is everything white.

I sat up and looked around.
The only things in the room were two white bed with rolls on the bottom,
And a lamp.
On the first bed there was I , but i saw nobody on the second.

I looked at the bed.
I blinked once and i saw a person on the bed .
Mama.
I blinked once again, but now she was gone.

I felt my heart hurting.
I held out my hand to the bed.
The feeling of missing started to reach my mind.

I saw her how she was getting shot...

I SAW HER HOW SHE WAS GETTING SHOT!

SHE'S DEAD!

I then realised.

She's gone.....

It feels like everthing was gone.
My Mama, my happines and my thoughts.

It is like my mind is complitly empty...

The only thing that my body was doing is to tear up.
I didn´t know what i should do know.

" Should I forget it?"

" Should I try to escape?"

"Should I die?"

My last thought really hits me...

" She died because of me.."

" My father wanted that I dispire of the world not my Mama."

"But everthing that comes in his way, have to be prepared for his toturing."

       " I remember how he always started to punch me, because I said to him                        that he should stop drinking"

"This time it wasnˋt only toturing, it was also mudering"

" He wanted that I die, because i didnˋt do anything he wanted."

"He called me slut and said that I should die"

"But he donˋt murdered me instead he mudered my Mama"

" Why did he do that to her, I should be the one"

"Why did h--"

My thoughts became interupt as of al the sudden the door opens.

A woman, maybe 19 with dark brown hair, came into my Room.

"Finally you are awake, you sleeped a long time sweety"

As she told me that she had a widened smile on her face.
I don't know if she is really a good person, she looks quite creepy.
I need to find out if she was a good or not.
Then i remember something my mama said to me.

"Don't be like a prey, smoth like a snake"

But i need to asked her many things.

"Where am I?"

I asked her, maybe shouted to her but it was okay.

"You are in a Mental health hospital"

M-mental health hospital???
Now the room makes sense ,but why am i here?

"Why am I here?"

She sighed.

"It's because of your dad, after the policemen arrested him,
They said to bring you here after you were brought to the hospital.
The police officers found you collapsed on a street."

As she told me that i realised what i did.
But i have to get out of here, but how...?