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I was outside of the hospital, only being able to see because of the moonlight.
I didn't know where to run.
Looking at the streets only to see that almost no car was there.

After looking around I decided that I should run the street down.
Here's almost no buildings.

And then I saw something...
Sea!
I quickly rund towards it, stopping right in front of the sea.
Lowering myself down, sitting on the sand.

The last time I was at a sea, I was pretty young.
Maybe 3 or 4.

The only thing I remember is that one song that mama quietly sang,
As she sat on a blanket, looking a little bit sad.

It kinda was like that:

~I just started walking and ended up at the sea
I’m looking at the coast from here
There’s endless sand and the rough wind
I’m still looking at a desert
I wanted to have the sea so I swallowed you up
But I’m even thirstier than before
Is what I know really the ocean?
Or a blue desert?

If I'm feeling the waves right now,
If I'm being chased by the sand wind,
Is this the sea or the desert?
Is this hope or despair?
Is this real or fake? 


With foolish hope that  tomorrow will be different before we fell asleep
We saw the mirage in the desert but we couldn’t grasp it
Praying that we’ll remain in this desert till the end
Praying that this isn’t truly our reality

In the end, we reached the mirage and it became our reality
The scary desert became the ocean with our blood, sweat and tears
But why is there this fear in between the happiness?
Because we know too well that this place is really a desert

Where there is hope, there is always hardship~

Even though it's very sad, i liked to listen to it.
It was like she told a story..

I always wanted to ask her why she sang this the whole time,
But i thought it will be rude if its
Something with her past.

She didn't told me much about her past.

Was her life like mine?...

I hope not...

My past is already bad but thats not the end.
Its going on...

The only one who could understand me was
Heather, my friend...

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 02, 2021 ⏰

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