My Queen , My Universe (RaManda)

Chapter 9

Belle's pov.

Im watching my favorite kdrama when amanda entered our room. When i saw her kneeled down and cried . I hurriedly walked towards her and i think something bad just happened. I let her cry on my shoulder and waited for her to be calm.

"What's wrong bebe ghorl...?Why are you crying? And you smelled alcohol".- i asked her but she's still crying silently.
"Its fine if you dont want to tell me but let me helped you and go to your bed cus your drank tss." - I said as i helped her get up and walked to her bed. I helped her to sit comfortably .Few minutes later, she stopped crying and called my name.

"Belle... I confessed to her all of a sudden. But before that We talked to her room and have a drink after our practice.... . We are so happy while talking then...".-Amanda said while smiling but her smile suddenly dissapear And change to a bitter one.

"I asked her that what if someone likes her secretly and she said that maybe just be friends...and i cant control myself anymore.. it hurts belle. I know its just a simple word belle but if you'll think properly , i dont have any chance to her and she's straight thats why im like this. I know you wouldn't understand."-Amanda said while smiled bitterly.

"Amanda.. i know how it feels being friendzone. I know it really hurts but cheer up bebe ghorl , i'll always be by your side. But you know ghorl , i have this feeling that rabiya is just denying her feelings for you . Ahm Nevermind , so what will you do after what happened to both of you?".- I asked amanda.

"I think , i'll avoid her and stopped this growing feelings i have for her belle. So i can move on fast."-Amanda said coldly and she stand up and walk towards the bathroom.

"I'll just take a bath belle ."- amanda said and i nod and just wait for her.

Au:(Pamusic kayo ng Be Alright-Dean lewis tapos bagalan nyo mag basa)😍😭

Rabiya's pov.

Pagkatapos ng away na naganap samin ni amanda ay nandito pa rin ako umiiyak nakaupo kung saan niya ako iniwan. Hindi ko alam kung bakit parang ang bilis ng mga nangyayari sa paligid ko. Masaya lang naman kami kanina pero bakit ganito , huling araw na to ng bond naming dalawa ni amanda , akala ko magiging masaya tong araw na to tapos mag aaway pala kami . Feeling ko parang nawalan ako ng isa sa mga naging importanteng tao sa buhay ko. Hindi ko sinasadya na saktan siya. Wala akong alam na gusto niya ako . Nung sinabi niya na gusto at mahal niya ako hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko , kung magagalit ba ako o magiging masaya ako sa sinabi niya.

Alam ko sa sarili ko , Na sa tatlong araw na pagsasama namin , parang meron akong kakaibang nararamdaman para kay amanda . Yung tatlong araw na yon parang higit isang linggo na para sakin. Sobrang saya ko pag nakakasama ko siya pag inaasar niya ako parang natutuwa pa ako, at pinaparamdam niya sakin na special ako , pero bakit hindi ko yun maamin sa sarili ko Ganon na ba ako kamanhid ? Yung tanong niya kanina sa totoo lang hindi ko alam yung sasabihin ko bigla na lang lumabas lahat ng yon sa bibig ko na hindi ko naisip na nasasaktan na pala saya. Nung sinabi niya na hahalikan niya ako ng isang beses pero lahat ng feelings niya sakin ay mawawala na at kakalimutan niya na kinabahan ako hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko kaya hinayaan ko na lang siyang halikan ako at humalik ako pabalik pero tumigil siya at iniwan ako na litong lito.

Tumayo na ako at inayos ang sarili ko dahil baka makita ako ni aisha sa ganitong sitwasyon , wala pa naman siyang alam kung ano yung nangyari . Pero hindi mawala sa isip ko yung muka ni amanda habang umiiyak . Hindi ako sanay na malungkot siya dahil palagi ko siyang nakikitang naka-ngiti at napaka-kulit niya . Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kung bakit sinabi ko yun. Alam kong mali pero hindi ko magawang iwasan at ngayon ko lang naramdaman na may gusto rin ako kay amanda.