It was something I was proud of first then after knowing its true intentions and its influence on me I'm honestly scared of it. It wants to kill everyone in the world slowly. I took control over it slowly I started to talk to it in my dreams, I started to stay up late night, I cried endlessly. While it laughed at me seeing how desperate I am to make it go. I first thought this was eight-grader syndrome then knew it wasn't as it could make me hurt myself and hurt everyone knowingly, I classified it later as multiple personality disorder but it told its not that, and well I believed it so I think its a part of me now. To me its like a demon waiting to possess me and my body and and make me do harmful things. It told me I created it and I did it. I thought endlessly how i created it, it told me that it was the real me.... . I wanted to die,I really wanted to die. I thought that if I died soon then it won't be coming to haunt me anymore. It wont make me sad anymore. But I gained a much better awareness later with the dreams it showed me. Where the world doesn't exist there are no more problems no more harm its peace. I thought did I really want it. I studied what it told me and and thought about it. Then I began think that humans are the problem here. Should humans really exist. I agreed with it later on and began to make a deal with it. The deal was ' I will let you gain control after a few years but let me control it for now I'll make sure you get time in the midnight to strengthen yourself and I give it 2 hours till this day from 2 AM to 4 PM I dont know what it does but I feel power welling up inside of me and threatening to come out
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Kid with a Deathwish
Mystery / ThrillerI just want to die. Do you guys ever think about why we should even live, well I do and I don't want to live as a human let alone with a soul that is aware. Journey with this Kid on how he got to know what he really wanted and his destiny Is.
