Force or love? // VKook

Getting closer?

"Your body moved on its own?" Hoseok's voice sounds through the phone.

"Yeah, it was really weird...and awkward." Jungkook drops himself onto his bed, sighing.

He hates having to talk to somebody through a phone. I mean, he's already bad at reading emotions while staring directly at a person, but only being able to hear their voice muffled by the bad quality without seeing the persons face doesn't make things easier. Not at all.

"I wish I could be there with you right now...so much is happening in your life lately, and I can't even be there for you because of work and my stupid father. I mean, our little Jungkook is growing up, finally finding his first lov-"

"Well, cant do anything about it. Business is more important than friends." Jungkook cuts Hoseok off, his voice sounding cold again.

"Dude, it's 'bro's before hoe's' and not 'files before friends'. And stop cutting me off, I'm your Hyung, so you should show some res-"

"Listen, the point is, that every time I see him smiling or being happy, my chest hurts. He makes me say things I actually wouldn't say.
So here's my question: is this bad? It feels kinda bad, I'm not myself right now, but every time I feel...this thing...pumping blood through my body... how was it called again?"

Hoseok sighs.

"Heart, pabo."

"Ah yah, heart, when it beats so weirdly loud, I want it to do just the same thing over and over again, even though it's intimidating and it...hurts?" He gets a faster and faster, not even breathing, before pausing at the last word.

"Pfff, Jungkook...Hah, what should I do with you? Are you really so clueless? Listen, I think it's something really-" Suddenly, the connection breaks, letting Jungkook only hear some words of the whole sentence.

"And-. I mean-. Really-." There was a quite sough sounding at the raven heads end.

"Bad-." The noise gets louder.

"What? Bad? Hyung?! Can you hear-"

Beep Beep Beep Beep Be-

Jungkook sighs, ending the call before throwing his phone into a corner of his room, not caring about it right now.

'Why does the connection had to break right at that moment? He might be in Austria right now, but really? Couldn't it wait until I would have gotten the answe-' Jungkook shots up from his lying position, when he remembers that he did get an answer from his best friend.

Through all the noises he was able to hear Hoseok say-

'Bad.' Jungkook's eyes widen, before realization hits him.

'So the feelings I get when I'm around Taehyung are...bad...' This sounds more like a question than a statement. At this thought, Jungkook's heart aches.

'It makes sense. Just thinking about Taehyung makes me and my heart feel bad.' The raven shakes his head, his mind overwhelmed with the new information he just got.

'It makes sense now...'

Please, someone, just punch him. Right now. Because - christ -, he is being so stupid right now, it even hurts me and I'm the fucking author.

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"Jimin, seriously, you said you guys had a great time together, so why don't you just ask him on a date?" Taehyung rests his head on his palms, sighing when he looks at his best friend who is busy trying to find the mint haired waiter.