Innocent Devil

Ch.13

Forgive my grammar mistakes and typos.

Beam's POV

I lost it, I lost my mind since the moment I saw Forth after so many days. I didn't want to act so horny in front of him but as soon as he touched me, something in me sparked. Right at that moment I wanted to do all the nasty things with him. I wanted to give my all to him and submit myself to him.

I never really thought that there will be a day when I will miss someone this bad. Even though I tried to distance myself from Forth, I cannot stay away from him. I missed him like crazy for all those days, I don't know how I managed to keep myself away from Forth.

The kiss we shared just now was one of the best kisses I have ever shared with him. Maybe we have shared more passionate and loving kisses like this but my desperation to melt into the Forth was so high that I felt amazing when he kissed me.

I am sure he was feeling the same way as I do because I noticed him shivering a bit and moaning a bit loud while kissing. I am positive that he came just with the kiss and that thing turned me on more.

I wanted to do more than kissing him. I wanted to lick and suck each and every inch of his body. I wanted to feel his naked body on mine and most of all I wanted to feel him inside me, hitting that sweet bundle of nerve in me again and again, making me scream in pleasure and begging him to do it over again.

I wasn't thinking straight. I was so lost in the lust that I was ready to give myself to Forth without thinking about the consequences. I know Forth wanted the same thing too but he was restraining himself to go all the way with him for some reason.

"Wha... What happen Forth baby? Don't you wanna do me?" I said in the most seducing voice I could utter. Forth growled hard and gave me the glare which said to stop whatever I was thinking of doing.

"Beam...baby... you are not thinking straight so let's just stop, please. I don't want you to regret it after doing it."

"Nooooooo.... I want you to fuck me so hard and deep that I will even forget my name."

"Beeeaammm... stop it....please." This time Forth shook me hard and even gave a slap on my cheek which was not that hard, but hard enough to make me feel the impact of it.

The slap did manage to bring me back to my sanity but it also made me sad. It made me realize that maybe Forth is not interested in me anymore and that's the reason he is refusing to sleep with me. I was sad and was feeling like crying too but I cannot cry in front of Forth. He already thinks that I am weak and crying will make me look weaker in front of him.

"Baby....my angel. I am really sorry to hit you. Trust me, I can't even think about hurting you physically even in my dreams but I had to do it for your sake only, please don't cry." He said in a soothing wiped the tears from my cheek which managed to fall even though I tried super hard to control them from falling.

"Are...are you not interested in me anymore?" I decided to ask Forth about it. I don't want to get hurt in future and follow him blindly even though he is not interested in me.

"Eh?"

"I said, are you....."

"I know what you sad angel, but why do you think I am not interested in you anymore? Did I not just kiss you like my life was dependent on it?" He asked, raising my chin up and looking deep into my eyes.

I nodded with a blush covering my face.

"It's not because I am not interested in you anymore baby, it's just... this is your first time and I don't your first time to be like this. I don't want you to remember your first time and regret it, I want it to be so special that whenever you'll remember about it you'll end up having a wide smile on your face."