Innocent Devil

Ch.20

Forgive my grammar mistakes and typos.

Beam's POV

Life has always been hard on me. My own family never loved me and I never got the chance to be in a relationship with anyone until I met Forth. I have faced many difficulties in life and I have surpassed all those difficulties with ease, but the pain I have received after my heartbreak is the greatest pain of all.

Forth became the most important part of my life within the short span of time. He was like my other half and it is really difficult to live without your other half. The days I have spent being away from Forth were the worst days of my life, even worse than when I left the house and lived on my own.

I was in a deep sleep, having this bad dream about Forth again.I was also not feeling very good either. Ever since I came back from the hospital, Ming, Kit and Wayo were spending their time with me in turns. They even were spending the night here one by one, but today none of them were able to stay for some reason.

They were super worried when none of them could stay here with me but I assured them that I will be fine on my own. It was not easy to convince them but somehow I managed to do so,

It was in the middle of the night when I heard someone banging on my door. I got scared for a minute wondering who could be at my house at this time but when I heard the voice of the person who was shouting and banging like crazy, all my worries went away. It was Forth.

But what is he doing here?

I was relieved to know it was Forth but I was also angry at him. What the hell does he think he is doing here in the middle of night and disturbing my sleep?

I open the door in an angry mode. When the door was opened, the first thing Forth did was to hug me. He hugged me so tight and with so much affection that he thought I would disappear if he hugged me loosely.

Forth had no idea how long I had been waiting for this moment, how badly I wanted to hug him back and never let him go. I wanted to feel his warmth once more and get enveloped by his strong arms. But I did not hug him and decided to stay still.

After breaking the hug, Forth took my face in his hands and looked at me with fear and worry in his eyes. He was giving me the look as if something bad is going to happen to me and he will lose me forever.

It was nice to see Forth like this, worrying about me. I was feeling like my old Forth was back again. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even notice Forth's next move and next thing I know, he started showering my face with kisses.

I can feel Forth's tears dropping down my face. I was crying too I think. I can feel the desperation in Forth's affection, but it is too late now. I was going to push Forth away but before I could do it, he kissed me.....on my lips.

Yes, I missed this but I was not ready to be this intimate with Forth so soon. So when he broke the kiss, I slapped him hard.

Honestly I don't remember much after that, all I remember was me shouting at him and he was explaining to me, which I couldn't hear properly. Before I knew it, I lost my consciousness.

When I woke up, I was feeling a bi better than I was last night. I was still a bit dizzy but better now. I looked at my side and found Forth sitting on the chair beside my bed and sleeping on it. He was half hanging and half sitting on the chair.

I also noticed the bowl of water and wet clothes. I guess his doctor woke up and nursed me back to health. I got up slowly and somehow I managed to lay Forth down on bed without disturbing his sleep. He is such a deep sleeper sometimes.