All i wanted was you

meaning

After my confession I tried not to really talk with him that much
And i felt like he was kinda avoiding me or it's just a feeling I don't know
Anyways we never talked after that until when I messaged him on snap and i asked what his favorite color is so i can get matching rings for us * i hope he dont reject that lol *
And he said " blackk " with 2 k's😩
I'm just trying to find a good looking rings that suit us

Anyways after two days I finally catched him alone walking and i said
Are you busy?
Jack: no actually
Me: so would we walk around together
Jack: yes
And we started walking but from when do i start
From the butterflies? Or from my heart beats? I told him " are you trying to avoid me?" And he said that his English is not the best so maybe he didn't understood the meaning of avoiding
Anyways i said in our language " oh okay I'm gonna talk in our language * but I didn't asked the same question
I told him to tell me about himself
he said I dont actually know how to talk about myself
I said so I'm gonna ask and you answer?
He said okay, and i just wanted to ask him this one question
Wich is " what makes you happy "
So maybe i can make him happy
Then his girl bsf shows up and she said " jack! Come here i have something to tell you " and she told me sorry and he said the same and they went downstairs together, i was so mad because it was the only time I could talk to him
And she was literally talking to 4 of her friends and she left them all and came to jack, obviously she was jealous if he is gonna get another best friend or she loves him and she's jealous

anyways I've got mad actually and i was overthinking it but then i was like ok because i knew they were nothing more than friends
And I didn't talked to him that day we were just doing snapstreaks

The next day i told my dad about him,

let me tell you a little bit about my dad, he is so understanding and caring, he is the most person that i trust in my entire life, and I liked jack so much to the point that i told my dad.

So I opened a voice message and recorded what we talked, and then i cut out this part:
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Me: so as what i said his name is jack and
My dad: jack, what does jack means?
Me: I don't know actually
My dad: have you ever asked him?
Me: no but i would ask him
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And i send it to him and I typed
: my das is wondering what does your name mean
Ans he opened the message the same second
And he said
: I don't know how to say it in English wait
And i said say it in your native language and he told me what does it mean
Yall even his name meaning gave me butterflies..
And then i said i like it tho <3
And he sent a sticker and I sent one back

The next day, wich is actually today
We never talked but when i saw him in the morning i said good morning and he said good morning back with him smiling...

I will update if anything new happens, stay safe yall :)