Don't You See?

Christmas Part 1

Note: I would be sorry to not updating but I am not. Nobody reads this as I understand. So if you want me to write comment. Thank you. And I think you won't read this too. So I am talking to myself. I will shut up and let you read. Wait you won't read.

It was Christmas. There would be a Christmas Party instead of The Yule Ball. I thought, that was much more good. I wouldn't have to make my hair in a shape or deal with dresses. It was better actualy.

When I went to common room there were two mistletoes. Fred said that the one is their product and the other one is normal one. Their purpose were same though.

I sat with Ginny at the breakfast. After the lessons I took my book and sit my usual place in our common room. I realized that there was a party as Fred and George were shouting or singing. I continued to read. I was not in my mood because Ron didn't break up with Lavender. I do not understand him. He said that he would break up with her and the next break he snogged her. How hard can it be? It cannot be that hard so I think that he doesn't love me anymore. Tears dropped my face as I was thinking. I continued to read.

When I was in the last chapter I saw Ron. He was breathing a lot. His face was red. He sighed as he saw me.

"What happened Ron? Is it Harry?"

"I-couldn't-find-you-in-anywhere. Where were you?"

"I was in here. I was reading."

"You bloody make me crazy. I thought something happened to you."

"I am fine. I prefer reading to drinking butterbeer in a party."

"Mione its christmas. Have fun!"

"I don't want to come. I will read. You can go if you want."

"I won't leave you alone."

"Honestly Ronald. I will read not talk to you. You will get bored."

"I will just watch you read then."

"Is it necessary to watch me while I am reading?"

"I think it is because you look more beautiful when you read an excited part of a book. I understand that you were reading an interesting part because you were holding your breath."

"You say that I am beautiful when I hold my breath."

"No I say you look more beautiful than you are in normal."

"So am I supposed to hold my breath?"

"You are supposed to read and I will watch you."

When I come to part that the girl dies (idk that is correct tense) tears were streaming down my face. I felt Ron's thumb on my cheek. He turned my face to him."

"What happened?"

"As usual the main character is dead. It is nothing new."

"I didn't ask the book."

"What what happened?"

"Hermione I have known you or six years. Don't try to hide it. Tell me what happened?"

"Are you really asking? I am fine Ronald. It is not bad to watch your crush snogging his girlfriend every morning in front of me. The same boy who said he loves me. It hurts. A lot. I am fine though. Nothing happened."

"My girlfriend?"

"For Merlin's sake Ron. Don't act dumb."

"You didn't hear than."

"What?"

"Lavender snogged Seamus in the party. I had a chance to break up and I used. After I broke up with her she smiled and run to Seamus. It was weird but I am free to sit with my bestfriend and my biggest love."

"And you say this while I was shouting to you. Stop smirking. It is not nice. You are the biggest prat and arse I ever knew."

"But you love me."

"Who said that?"

"Your kiss."