CERTAINTY

12

Dios "G" Lovejoy

•. Wednesday, 5:36 a.m.

"I'm Gay," Sky said busting in my room. I looked up from under my covers. I hummed.

"I need you to know this," I do know this tf.

I hummed putting up my thumb, giving him a thumbs up.

He walked around to my side of the bed and squatted in front of me. "Are you listening to me Papi?" I nod my head.

"I just want you to know because I don't want you to lead me on," how tf am I leading him on.

"I'm not going to," I said.

"But you could so let's clear the air," it's not even Smokey.

"I wanna be with you but you gotta wanna be with me cause this can't be one sided."

"It's not one sided tho," I said mugging him and sitting up. He comes closer in between my legs, laying his head on my thigh.

"But you don't talk with me. Only time I think your interested is when I start something with you,"he said sighing and tearing up.

"I'm not interested now," I asked him.

"You aren't but only because of the fact that I'm putting you in the spot," he whines sitting on the floor.

"You are not putting me on the spot," I said rolling my eyes. He bout to piss me off it's too early.

"See you mad at me cause I'm expressing my feelings."

"I'm not mad atchu expressing your feelings I'm pissed off cause it's five in the morning and you bust in saying shit I already know," I said moving his head so I can get up.

"You was up anyways so it's okay right?"

"If I said no you gone cry," I said walking out my room. He gets up following me.

"I might," he clangs on to me as I walk in the bathroom.

"Move I gotta piss," I said all he did was start hugging me from the back. I didn't care as I had to pee bad as hell.

"Why are your eyes closed," I said to him once I finished and looked in the mirror.

"Nobody want to see your dick," really?

"You came in the bathroom with me tho," I said washing my hands before brushing my teeth.

"That don't mean I wanna see it," okay.

"Whatever you say," I said rolling my eyes a little.

"See your treating me like a kid," what the hell is he going on about.

"How tho," I said spitting out the toothpaste.

"Cause you throwing me off when I'm trying to be serious," he say pushing his self off me.

"Ion get you man. Cause one minute we chilling the next you wanna argue with me."

"I don't wanna argue with you, but it seems the only way to get through to you is through my anger and irritation," he says kicking the bathroom door open walking out.

"Bro this ain't my house dawg," I said being quiet cause ion need my mama waking up.

"After all I just said you worrying about a door?"

"Bro that's not even it you throwing a fit acting 6 and not 17," I said as we walked back to my room.

"Don't quote my age," see he pissing me off.

"You must be like your bitches older cause you stay talking bout my age," he said plopping down on my bed. I tried to sit next to him but he pushed me away.

"How the hell I like my bitches older if I'm sitting here with you," I need my gun.

I go to my draw to find me some shorts. "I'm not your bitch," no you just acting like one.

"Alright Sky what you want me to say."

I looked back to him to see him laying under my covers. Betta be lucky he pretty.

"Nothing but imma find me a nigga who wouldn't call me a bitch," he said pulling his phone out.

"Play with somebody who don't got a gun," I said throwing my slide at him.

"You don't scare me G," yeah yeah.

"Why would I want to scare you if we feeling each other?" He suddenly got quiet as hell.

"Dios oh sweet Dios," what?

I turned around and he was smiling hard as hell. "What?"

"I never thought I seen the day where you say we feeling each other," he said walking up to me.

"Don't piss me off," I said as he wraps his arm around my neck.

"I'm not," he said leaning in closer. He kissed me softly. Rubbing the back of my neck. I put my hands around his waist and reached down to squeeze his ass.

He gasped allowing me to stick my tongue in his mouth. He start pushing my chest, but I ain't let up. He got his head away and I started kissing on his neck.

"Stop G your mama might be up," I hummed cause not a soul worrying about her.

"You heard the boy mama might be up," Dee said from behind me.

Sky put his head in my chest as I looked back. "Girl why is you in my room," I asked Dee.

"Cause the boy you kissing on wasn't quiet when he was arguing his case."

"You just can't mind yo business," I said trying to walk to my closet but couldn't cause Sky wasn't budging.

"I was trying to see if you was talking to a bitch at first."

Oh my fucking god.

Sky pushed himself off me and tried to punch me in my chest, but I moved back catching his hand.

"What you trying to hit me for?"

"I knew you be fucking on bitches round here," Dee you done pissed me off.

"I be having bitches no where chill out," I said dropping his hand and hitting him in the thigh.

"Stop touching me whore."

"Y'all play too much," Dee said almost walking out.

"Guess what y'all," she says turning back around as Sky tries to hit me in my dick, but failed miserably.

"My birthday tomorrow," Dee screams.

"Yes it's my best bitch birthday so you know we showing out cause school coming back and we ending with a bang,"Sky said shaking his ass hands on the wall.

"Yall is not grown," I said snatching Sky off the wall and pushing Dee down from her squatted position.

"Boy yes we is you seen my Meghan knees," Dee said laughing on the floor.

"Please he just a hater and don't never want to see us so great," he said helping her up off the ground.

"He just don't know that the celebration start tonight," oh I know.

"Right I already got a call from ole boy asking what's my favorite hype song. Shit I sent him the whole playlist," Sky said taking out his phone.

"Get out my room this is not a social event," I said grabbing my car keys getting ready to leave the house.

"Where you going," Sky asked.

"To run some errands right quick," I said taking out my phone seeing ZP texted me.

ZP
we found em.

It's time to get this shit started.