CERTAINTY

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Amias "Sky" Graham
•. Monday, 7:55 a.m.

"I fucking hate it here," I said as I sat in my first period chair waiting for the announcements to start.

And why the fuck is people looking at me all sad like.

"Boo tf y'all want from me," I said bucking at the class.

"You ain't got to be mean cause your lil boyfriend died," lil boyfriend I gotta big man dumb hoe.

"How he died if he texting me now," I said bucking back at her.

Just than the announcements came on and I practically tuned them out. Until I heard the words death and then Kalvin.

I got up and walked out the classroom going to Dee class but she was already in the hallway.

"I'm sorry Dee," I said hugging her tight.

"He didn't even do anything to nobody tho," she said crying in my shoulder. At that moment Luci came breathing hard, like she was running.

She called out for Dee making her turn around and reach for her pulling away from me.

I pulled out my phone from my pocket texting G telling him to come pick us up.

"Why are y'all not in class," our principal asked before she noticed our faces and nodded walking away.

We sat there for about 30 minutes until G texted me that he was here. "Come on yall," I said as we all stood.

We made it outside and he came out and grabbed Dee. "Come on get in the car," he told me and Luci. I grabbed her hand and she barely wanted to move. I pulled her harder and she started to move.

"Imma drive yall to ZP house."

I nodded as he was rubbed my head. And we road in complete silence. Once we made it to ZP house Luci jumped out the car and she grabbed Dee out.

I was about to get out but G pulled my hand back. "What's wrong with y'all," he asked still holding my hand.

"Our friend Kalvin died and Dee was real close to him. Shit they would be dating if Dee wasn't so scared."

"Scared of what?"

"Of you, him, death, and sex," I said listing a couple of things that scared her.

"Me and sex tf scary about me?"

"You'd get older brother that's not nice enough what's not to be scared of." I said getting out the car trying to go in the house.

I felt G presence behind me and before we walked in he whispered in my ear. "I got to tell you something later," I nodded my head and opened the door.

"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT," Dee yelled as she seen us.

I was about confused ass hell. "I LOVED HIM AND I WANTED TO BE WITH HIM," she yelled throwing things at G.

"What's going on?" I asked and Luci just looked at me staring.

"G killed Kalvin," she said confusing me.

"How do you know that," I asked confused on when they was together for him to tell her this.

"I was on the phone when he shoot him," she said and I looked at G and he seemed unfazed.