the neverthought

basic start

So my name is Julia and I'm 16 years old. Yeah, 16 like Lantoši's number on dress but whatever, let me tell you more about myself.
I m from Britain and you probably wonder how my obsession started so here ya go :

(WEDNESDAY 28.3.2021) from my diary :

Ufff, that was something. We tried like three different brands of bears and now my head kinda hurts and everything seems funnier than ever .
But I must concentrate, because my parents can't see me like this.
So I'm gonna try act normal. I'm wishing myself good luck.
- few minutes later -
Alright, that wasn't that bad as I thought. I mean the alcohol thing. But the family thing? Hell yeah. But let me explain.
I went to the living room and found my father sitting on a couch. Lonely. And sad. Yeah, sad. That is a very bad thing because my father is most of the time happy and makes fun of everything. But he was sad. So I asked him what's wrong and he pointed on TV. There was hockey. I didn't understand, so he told me that we're losing for the first time after 7 games that we won. And we're losing against Slovakia, the team that we thought we will won like nothing. Well I want to make him happy by tell him some of his own jokes that he loves, but I was sitting next to him and If I opened my mount he would smell alcohol, and right now it will be not the best thing. So I just stand up and wanted to ask him how I can make him smile but in the exact sam moment as I wanted to say it he scream GOAL and I almost had a heart attack. He scared the hell out of me.
When he finally looked happier I wanted to go upstair but he didn't let me because - I quote-  " You bring luck". So I must sat there with him till the end of the game. It ended that we won and my dad was again happy person. Me? I just want to go sleeeeep.