"Ugh. This is so lame."
I complained.
This is a stupid party. So boring. The loud music was played, it was really loud that china can hear it all the way from here. Many sluts were grinding on guys. Two sluts grind on me earlier, i never felt so disgusted in my life. They only have alcohol, alcohol is bad- What the hell is wrong with me? I was just about to say that alcohol is bad for teens. I'm changing! I used to be this flirty, party animal and manwhore i used to be. But now, i'm boring and..innocent. ew.
Tonight should be the day that i'll forget about Hannah and move on. But Hannah was the best thing that ever happen to me. Quit it Matthew! She probably found someone better anyways, just forget and party.
One drink won't hurt, right?
"Nevermind.. I take that back."
I say. In the corner of my eyes, i saw Cameron smirking then gulp down his drink. I closed my eyes then smirk, i opened my eyes. I walk to the kitchen and grabbed a red cup and filled it with vodka. I took a sip, the familiar taste burning my throat. I smirk then made my way to a group of girls and then started flirting.
Hannah:
"Can we please have your attention everyone?"
Was the first thing I hear right when I opened the door. I raised my eyebrows and walk to the kitchen to place the bag of cookies on the counter. I walk back to the living room with my arms crossed, I'm confused as Fuck. Maria smiled when her boyfriend put hid arm around her shoulder.
"It's been 6 years since I started dating Ted. I was happy, really happy. He was an amazing guy even though we fought a lot."
Ted and her laughs along with their relatives.
"But I love him. He loves me. Then Andy came, he was Ted and I'd baby. She'll always be our baby no matter what. What I'm trying to say is that about a week ago, Ted proposed. I was shock. I said to myself, I can't believe this is really happening. The father of my son and the guy I'm in love with is proposing. I love him so much and I wanna continue my life with him and Andy. So I said yes. I'm engaged with Ted Wilson."
Everyone screamed 'Whoo!' and congratulate both of them. I stayed in my spot crying, he speech reminds me of Matthew. I wipe my tears away and look at my sister and fake a smile. I give her tho thumbs out and mouthed 'Congratulations.'
I walk up the stairs and go to my room. I closed the door and locked it, I sigh sitting on the edge of my bed. What if Matthew moved on and forgot about me? I shook my head and decide to go on Twitter on my laptop. My heart stopped. #mannahisover is trending, I'm pretty sure Mannah means Matthew and Hannah. I clicked on the hashtag, a lot of pictures pop up. A picture of Matthew at some club snogging a girl, the next picture shows him holding hands with the slut leaving the club.
"He moved on, if he moves on then I have to move on."
I closed my laptop wiping my tears away. This is so stupid. Crying over some guy. I know it's stupid, I'm crying because he had my heart but now it's broken into pieces. it really hurts, it's hurt because it mattered.
[Knock Knock]
"Hannah? Are you alright?"
My sister knocked she gasps when she sees tears rolling down my cheeks. She walked in quickly then close the door, she walks over to me and sits next to me.
"Whats wrong?"
She rubs my arm to calm me down. I wipe my tears before speaking.
"Matthew moved on. I just saw this pictures a minute ago, they were picture of Matthew at some bar, he was kissing some girl then left with that girl. I'm pretty sure what's going to happen next. Maria he moved on and I'm still here crying myself to sleep waiting for him to come back."
"That's terrible, Hannah. Your not moving on yet it's because he mattered to you. You love him. There's gotta be a reason why he's doing this."
She says. I finally stopped crying. I do love Matthew, I really do. But there's nothing I can do, he moved on. Maybe it's time to move on.
"Maybe it's my time to move on."
I said. She looks at me then smiles.
"Maybe it is."
"Congratulations by the way. I'm proud of you, he's lucky to have you. Really lucky."
I smile.
"Maria, I'm planning to move to LA. To move on and start a new life and forget everything that happened to me this couple weeks."
"If that's what you want then go ahead. Nothing is stopping you."
"I'll leave tomorrow, thank you for everything."
"Your welcome."
She hugs me, I hug her back.
**
"Is that it?"
My sister say handing me my last suitcase full of clothes and some other stuff.
I can't believe I'm doing this, I'm leaving. I'm going to live the rest of my life at LA and just focus on what's right.
"Don't forget about my wedding next year on June alright? I'll miss you Hannah."
She cried hugging me. I smile weakly hugging her back tightly.
"I won't forget, I'll miss you too."
"Goodbye Hannah."
"Goodbye Maria."
We hug for the last time. I said my bye to Ted and Andy and thanked them for having me stay at there house.
"Ready?"
Gavin asks. Yes Gavin, my gay best friend. He decided to live with me at LA when he found out that the 'Love of his lie' cheated on him. Today was the day I was suppose to go to Starbucks with him but instead Gavin and I are moving to LA together.
"Ready, goodbye everyone."
Before I leave, a familiar voice startled me.
"Please don't leave."
* OHHHH, I WONDER WHO IT IS. Sorry for the long update I'm grounded for a month and I'm still grounded. Thank you so much for 10.6k I'm really happy. You guys are literally amazing. There's probably five chapters or less then I'll make the second book. Should I make the second book? Tell me what u guys think. *
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Trapped + Matthew Espinosa
Fanfiction[ COMPLETED: JULY 2014 - JULY 2015 ] ••• Hannah really hates Matthew Espinosa from Magcon. She thinks that Matthew is a player and a show off. All of her friends doesn't understand why she hates Matthew. One day, Matthew forced Hannah to go with rid...
