Euphoria. -- Ranboo [√]

0.23 : Vlog day! + More!

1st pov. -

(!TW! Panic attack, social anxiety.)

"Hello?"

"Hello Tubbo!" I start to say getting out of my chair and on my bed once again.

"I was wondering if you are free today because I have an idea on to do something so I want to know if you are busy or not before I tell you" I start to get a bit excited but I try bot to get my hopes up too high, I have a tendency to do that a lot. (Don't we all sometimes?)

"Yeah, let me check real quick.." there is a tiny laughed I hear some stuff on the other line.

"I'm not busy today! Now tell me" he says the last part near the speaker phone so it sounds a little bit demonic.

"Alright so I was thinking about a vlog, or a live stream of us just walking around Brighton, you showing me some places" I start to feel happy to do this because it's going to be the first time I have actually ever did a vlog or be in one!

What if you start messing up and you lose fans, and or you get spotted in public and you make a bad impression on a fan.

"Fay are you okay?" I snap out of it and start to steady my breathing, I take a minute then I'm back to normal again.

"Yeah sorry about that." I smile knowing that he can see it I just smile.

"Are you okay with meeting up at the park again so we can start there and start making our way downtown?" I push aside of what just happened and focus on what is going on now.

"Yeah ill see you in like 3 hours" I hang up once we both said our goodbyes, I never in my like had this much of a trouble meeting someone but the trance of thought I just had likes to think otherwise. I push it aside once more and try to forget about it.

My breathing start up again. I look around the room and try to find something that could calm me down while I'm at it. But there is nothing. I sit on the floor and curl up into a ball and just sit there trying to get out of my own thoughts. Then my brother walks in.

"Fay are you okay-" he walks over to me and lightly touches me and then soon engulfs me into a hug. It start to finally calm me down.

"Hey, it's going to be okay, alright?" He helps me back up so we can sit on my bed.

"Thank you, really I mean it. I might not be the best being. More like being out of my room at all. But thank you." Tyler hugs me once more. God I'm so thankful for my brother so much.

--Time skip--

!Twitter!

Fay @/Rainyweekdays:
@/TubboLive Where are you right now I cant see ya 🙉
Anyways guys while I'm waiting how do I look today??? Credits to my brother for taking this 😊