My world fell apart. I think god heard me..
I smiled to myself, atleast my Joon will be okay, the doctor informed me that he lied to you about anxiety because tension is not good for you. I nodded and went back to you. I hugged you tightly and unknowingly, tears escaped. And you noticed it.
" is everything alright babe?" You asked. I nodded and told you that, you are recovering fast but hid my reports. Your face was happy again. You said something that broke my heart. " Now , I can spend time with you. We will be happy again." I smiled painfully.
We retured Korea, cause doctor said it was best for me. Atleast I will be able to die in my home because now it's not curable. I didn't wanted you to see my worst condition so I requested your company to send you to a business trip. You convinced me to come with you but I lied that I had some important exhibition that month.
You were finally going away from me so I kissed you the last time. I couldn't even tell you that how much I am in pain. As soon as you left, I broke down. I'll die without seeing your face..
My health grew worse and worse. Some doctors came to see me but all these medicines couldn't make me feel any better. I wanted you, just you.
One day, I was laying on my bed lifeless and a black colour clouded my surroundings. I knew it was my end. A face appeared in front of eyes, it was you my love..you smiled at me for the last time and then...end..
The audience in the room wiped their tears and so did the narrator Park Jimin. " This was biography is of Mr.Namjoon and late Mr Seokjin . Mr Kim, I would like to invite you to the stage to speak a few words in the memory of your late husband."
Namjoon got on the stage with a smile on his face . " My love was a super hero, I wouldn't cry today because it's our 12 th wedding anniversary. Umm, I- found this diary just after I returned from the trip and um... Mr Jimin illustrated Jin 's words gracefully , I thank him for this gift. I know my Jinnie is looking at us from the heaven, so my love wherever you are, I will say it again and again even thousands of time, I Love You and let's meet in next life, I'll be waiting for you.."
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I love you too Joon..
