We saved up and got in an university. We made a lot of friends there and it's was almost great but..that bitch Rhea started to get close to you. I wanted to really punch her hard on the face but something stopped me, and it was my trust over you.
I knew you wouldn't cheat with me. You loved me .
And when we were in the last year , i did really bad mistake, I mistook you as Taehyun kissing Rhea..I'll be never be able to say sorry for it. I slapped you!? Joon , please forgive me..
We graduated and got decent jobs. You were working for a company and I worked as a artist. We bought our own home. I couldn't be any happier. That night was even more wonderful...our bodies and souls were connected with love . I loved that joon..
And few months later, we decided to get married, The marriage day was the best. You kissed me on my lips and we had our nights again. Beautiful nights.
But after every joy, there is sorrow, I suppose..Our life's grew busy , so the difference between us. You started to come home late tired , not taking care of yourself..We had frequent fights and I remember I used to cry after every fight. I just hated that.
Maybe now god wanted us to seperate, but permanently. Once we were fighting, you fainted. I was panicking and then called the ambulance..
We reached hospital , and a bad news awaited for us..the worst one..You had second stage brain cancer...While you were treated, I broke down completely. Why god! Why did you do it me!?
I talked with the doctors and they said that you had to go through chemotherapy..We both couldn't go to our home. I spent most of my time in hospital and cried every time but I had to be strong. Strong for you..
When you were feeling a little fine, we had a conversation. I tried my best not to break down but your eyes were making me depressed more..you asked me the most difficult question." Will I die?" And I couldn't stop my tears anymore. Why god didn't take me instead!?!?!?
The doctor told me.." he has only 2 months to live so take him wherever he wants , give him whatever he wants, make him happy.."
I knew, you always wanted to go Paris , so I took you there. We forgot everything and enjoyed the journey and the world with love. We made love every night. I just wanted to make you happy. But one day, when I took you to the hospital for regular check up, I fainted there.
I woke up to see you and doctor. You all told me that , I had just anxiety but something else was written on doctor's face. The doctor called me personally to his chamber. He told me, " I have both good and bad news to say." I got worried. Are you fine!? Or something happened!? But see, god had some other plans.
The doctor told me that the good news is, you are miraculously recovering and a few more treatments will remove the tumar from your brain. The bad news is..
I had third stage brain cancer...
