I cried myself to sleep. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to leave so bad, but I gave up everything for you, no house, I got rid of my car because you bought me one, you convinced me to decrease the hours I was working and that you would pay for everything.I woke up to banging on my bedroom door. Fear took over my body. "Elizabeth wake up and open the damn door" you yelled.
I froze, tears of fear slipped down my cheeks. I knew things would only be worse if I didn't let you in. So there I was unlocking and slowly opening the door. My hands trembling.
As i opened the door, our eyes met. We just stood there staring at each other.
Tears fell down my face. As I stared into your eyes.
"I'm sorry" you whispered. It only made me cry more. I wondered in that moment if I still meant something, anything to you. Or if I was just a side chick you took home from the bar and couldn't get rid of.
"I can leave if you want" I mumbled. Looking down as my vision blurred with tears. I let out a small sob.
My heart ached. I didn't want to leave. Not one bit. I loved you to much to even think about leaving. But i guess if it made things better for you, I would have.
"no please don't leave-" my heart lit up as you said that before continuing "- what did I do last night" you asked.
I let out another quiet sob still failing to look up and meet your eyes.
Just thinking about last night brought me instant tears. "Uhm-" I started before letting out another sob. I didn't even want to say it.
"Please love, please just say what I said or did" you begged.
I nodded, still looking down. "you said that- that you f-fucked some girls" I said before breaking into sobs, before continuing, "you said I was killing your vibe, and- and then I gu-guess I didn't understand, b-because you yelled at me to g-get out of your sight" I cried quickly trying to hold as much sobs as I could. I broke down.
Your hand went under my armpits as you lifted me up, my legs wrapped around your hips as I cried into your shoulder. You walked over to the bed and sat down me still clung onto you for dear life.
"I-I'm so sorry sweetheart. I-I didn't have sex with anyone I pro- promise. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" you sniffled into my shoulder.
I will admit I was surprised to hear someone like you cry to me. I didn't think I had meant that much to you. Or maybe I didn't maybe you were just a really good actor.
"It's okay" I mumbled. "No, no it's not, I'm so so sorry, it's never okay to yell at you even if I was drunk" you said guilt in your voice as you hugged me tighter.
We stayed like that for a good 30 minutes. I didn't hesitate to forgive you, I forgave you the first time you said sorry.
We got cleaned up and went out to a lunch. You still apologized like every second. I was really convinced you were sorry.
Published June 5th
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