Mindreader, HanaMatsu

18

Oikawa, of course, decided to watch a movie that just got released so the cinema hall would be really, really crowded. It would be really painful but I needed to do this.

During the movie, I couldn't concentrate at all and just waited until it finished so when Oikawa talked to me about it at on our way home, I had no idea what he was talking about. Yes, I knew everything Oikawa thought about but that was it. I couldn't really keep a conversation because I would need to agree with Oikawa all the time and this would be really suspicious. So to word it differently, I was fucked.

"Do you even listen to me?" Oikawa asked. "I actually didn't listen to you and I don't really know what this movie was about, sorry," I replied. There was no point in lying, so why not tell the truth or at least something close to the truth. "Why?" Oikawa asked. "Let's say, I had a lot on my mind," I responded. Technically, I wasn't lying, yet it wasn't the truth.

"Was it Mattsun?" Oikawa asked. "What," I replied. "You know what I'm talking about," Oikawa said. "I don't think I do," I responded. "Don't pretend like you don't have a crush on him. Every time he's around, you smile. Every time your hand brushed his you have the biggest smile plastered on your face. Every time he smiles you do the same. I catch you staring at him as if he was a god and don't get me started on how often you blush in his presence." Oikawa argued.

"Have you considered that I might really enjoy his presence, as a friend?" I asked. "You are oblivious as fuck. Just you wait until you come back to me telling me how you're so in love with him," Oikawa said. "Keep dreaming," I replied and with that, the conversation ended. At least for today.

Yet, I couldn't help but think about the things Oikawa said. Did I like Mattsun solely for his power or did I like him because of his personality? I knew that he was a really nice person but would I still be friends with him if he didn't have this power? I surely wouldn't know him but if he lost his power right now, would I still spend that much time with him? I wanted to say yes but I wasn't sure if that was the truth and I hated lying although I did it all the time.

For the rest of the night, I kept thinking about it but I couldn't find an answer. I guess it wasn't so important after all.