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Why did Makki give me his number? As far as I know, he hates human interaction and doesn't speak with other people when it isn't necessary. Or did Sugawara lie to me? I don't think he did though. He isn't the person to do something like this. But what else could the reason be? Makki isn't the person to use other people and I don't have anything to offer either. I'm pretty basic actually. 

So why would he talk to me? Did I look interesting? Nope. I was just an average black-haired boy. The only thing that is special about me is that I'm homosexual. It isn't something special but it differences me from other boys here. Well, from most visitors. Everyone that works here was queer. Suga, all my other coworkers, the owners and me. Also, Oikawa and maybe Makki. 

Was that the reason why he gave me his number? Not likely. There were other, more interesting baristas here. He probably didn't see them though. Suga told me that they only come when the both of us were working. The reason was probably that Oikawa had a Crush on Suga and because they were both cowards, they wouldn't make a move. 

Maybe that's why he gave me his number but nobody would do that though. Especially not someone like Makki. He knew so much about the way others think, it amazes me. How can someone be so good at putting themself in the position of others? 

I've never been good at that. I was never able to understand what other people thought and could never really take their position. I always did things wrong because I didn't know when I crossed borders and could never tell whether something was meant honest or ironically.

Maybe Makki could help me. But it was weird if I asked him that. You should be able to do all of that but I just couldn't. It got better with time like it always does. Experience helped me. All those mistakes I made, made me regret, doubt and overthink. They made me understand better but it was still hard for me. 

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