The girl in the shadows

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I hide in the shadows.
Scared to come out.
I'm running.
I'm hiding from everything and everyone.
I feel trapped and alone.
Nothing goes for me.
Nothing good happens.
I feel for me to be happy everyone else needs to suffer.
No I'm not a bully...i don't make people suffer.
I just don't think I can ever be truly happy.
Happy is a word that is hard for me to just say.
Good things don't happen to me...i always get doped and get left crying alone in the corner of my room.
It's hard to be in a state of mind where it's just you.
It's hard to be alone.
Everything is just you...you're on your own.
It's you against the world.

For me it's hard to open up and to trust people.
I hate the feeling of you may need to rely on someone.
You're the one person that is with you from the first second to the last.
Time goes by fast and with this life you never know what could happen next.

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